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Friday, September 29, 2006
 
Where are you?
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight.

I feel like I'm dying.
I can't sleep.
I can't think.

All I want is you.
 


Saturday, September 23, 2006
 
So burn it down.
Discover the dusk of your day, has reached its dawn.

Time flies when we're having fun. It's 3 days to promos.

Revision can't get anymore productive and I just care bother when I think about the need to get an A for Maths in order to obtain an overall PASS for the whole year. How twisted can this get? If u don't find this amusing, let me tell u. Some ppl hav to score A for all subjects to get overall passes. So can I chill? Shldn't mess and fool at this time, cos the best don mess and the cool don fool. I think I'm quite screwed up this time. I'm gonna watch myself die.

Just let me fall to pieces.

Dno which Sat (1 or 2 week/s ago) aft mugging I went out to play Lan (see how I'm messing and fooling=. = ) with frens. Shant review any names. Played afew good games and the best part came only aft tt. One gay din pay money for the Lan cos the retarted boss din ask him to. Wtf? Free Lan is it. This gay was so happy that he quickly ran. While leaving the gay and his gay fren rushed to board their bus and called back 1 min later to say tt he forgot his wallet at the Lan shop. Hahahaha! Retributions? Not yet. To our amazement, the gay actually found his hp & wallet later on when he quickly alighted and searched thru his bag at the bus stop. And lucky ass, he din waste too much time cos his bus immediately (again) aft he made the huge discovery. Elated and enlightended by the fact tt he can actually find his hp & wallet. He decide to swing his hand lyk Tiny, The Stone Giant, and tossed bothed his hp & wallet out. The 2 items landed perfectly under the bus. Unsure of where the items are the gay's gay fren acted really smart by asking the driver to move forward so tt the gay can retrieve his items. Hahahaha, and when the bus moved. . . PIAK. smthing broke. Apparently the gay's slim, sleek, small and sexy Motorola V3 tanked the massive damage from the bus. LMAO. I wish I was there to witness this historical moment. And lucky ass!! The phone was intact. The external screen cracked and other than tt, everything else functioned perfectly well. Wordless. Nonetheless the gay has provided us with at least 10mins of non-stop laughter.

The nxt best event tt took place is:

The capture of the Legendary Pokemon

This one totally put me to silence. Goes lyk this. I skipped CT session the previous Weds and was of course interogated by my beautiful CT. I guess she understands why I skipped CT. (comon why go CT when it's 2weeks b4 promos). Anyway I promised the beauty tt I wont do it again and apologised. This Weds, comes CT session again and of course I'm not gonna keep tt childish promise. But I don wanna hurt the beauty? Nah, put it this way. It's just very difficult to deal with a rookie and fledging teacher who abide by the sch rules always without any slightest flexibilities. Wat's there in such a CT besides her beauty? Anyway, I figured tt the only way to skip CT and avoid meaningless conversations with the beauty is to skip sch completely. =.= Exactly wat she tot I did but I actually went for all lectures except CT session. I did it by going late to sch, so tt I missed the attendance taking and sent the beauty a msg later on saying tt I was sick and couldn't go to sch. Tt way she tot I din attend sch but I did. So I hide lyk the Legendary Pokemon and passed the day happily in peace.

Sadly a bunch of gay decided to follow the Legendary Pokemon's lead and skip CT together. K, fair enuff, cos the Legendary Pokemon made a wise decision and it's normal tt ppl will follow. So... the bunch of gays and yours truly hide in the reading room and revised. At 1400 hrs, the beauty appeared from nowhere and came right into my face. WTF? Must be some gay from my class that reveal the Legendary Pokemon's position to her!! Nb. And yours truly was sitting in such a strategic position that once the beauty enters the room she was able to spot yours truly immediately. Sighed. . . the rest is needless to mention. A 5min speech to the whole grp of us bout sch rule, tt CT session is part of cirriculum time. Yours truly kept his head down and luckily the beauty walked out w/o talking to him. YES!! I was happy, but my happiness din last long. Aft 5mins or so, yours truly received a msg from the beauty which reads "so i guess u've recovered real fast and decided to come to sch..." Notice the usage of sarcasm in tt literary piece? How will you reply if you were me? I entered a pensive state and contemplated for 3 mins and finally replied. Saying tt I'm sry and I'll take any punishments aft the promos. The beauty ignored me shamelessly. I then went into a pensive state again, thinking whether I was too much by saying that since I was in the wrong aft all. So I msged her again, with a soft approach this time. "I'm sry. . . =(" tt's all tt I wrote in the sms. And dammit. No replies. Screw it, the Legendary Pokemon is pissed off and went back to mug. The end.

As an result of the capture. Yours truly had to miss attendance again for the nxt day in order to avoid any meeting with the beauty. Sighed. . . gay sch life.

I just saw The Banquet. Pretty good show. Was wanting to write something bout it but my blogging span has reached it dawn. Boring. So I decided tt I shant write bout it. In short, the show was filled with blood, politics, sarcasms and ironies. Made me paused for afew mins to think bout life.

Fortune favours the prepared. I hope it'll favour the not-so-prepared too.

Peace
 


Wednesday, September 13, 2006
 
Living Life too close too the edge,
hoping that I know the ledge.


Wassup niggas? It's 1 more week to the promos and I'm finally beginning to feel scared. I've roughly covered bits of every subject but it feels gross, for good reasons. 4 H2 subjects. If I were to do 3 past yr promos pprs for each of them ( exactly wat I did last yr) tt'll add up to a shitload of 12 pprs which needs 30 gay hours under exam conditions.

This is just bizzare and twisted and fucked up and gross.

Standing on shaky grounds too close too the edge, let's see if I know the ledge.


I din have much appetite these few days. I think it's bcos of the lack of exercise. Haven been doing anythings for the past 2 weeks. The last time tt I sweat was on the stage during teacher's day. Here's the show:



I miss the magical moments in the spotlight.

All I do these days is to stone in the reading room and tank the massive cold waves from the air cons. Some argues tt ur body burns more calories to keep urself warm. Tt sounds absurd. I'll go weigh myself aft the promos and hopefully tt argument is not a fallacy.

Was surfing net for some celeb pics and saw some Avril's pics, not with middle finger pointed or bras flashed but in a gorgeous and elegant and sexy gown. She looks totally stunning. o.O Oh my... Enuff said, it's plain english. Seeing is believing.




Looking forward to her nxt album. Surely the lyrics and style will change but somethings remain. . .

I miss baby, hoping that she'll be with me right now. It used to be just 2 of us, for everything. Well I'm alone now.

=''= I got no incentive to blog.

In a puddle of blood, I lay close to the edge I guess I didn't know the ledge