Don't Fool
Saturday, September 27, 2003
damn, i'm a fucker... i wrote a very long shit n forgot 2 save it... FINE!
so now i came 2 e conclusion of wat happened today, well, so many amazing thing. but wat i wanna say is, it's such a happy sat but it's so sad to hear tt nic FALL SICK AGAIN!
wordless... ya i miss talkin 2 ya too but we juz can work out a way 2 do it.
n... n... how could i not save again?! sighed... nic pls pls recover, hope 2 talk 2 u soon
so now i came 2 e conclusion of wat happened today, well, so many amazing thing. but wat i wanna say is, it's such a happy sat but it's so sad to hear tt nic FALL SICK AGAIN!
wordless... ya i miss talkin 2 ya too but we juz can work out a way 2 do it.
n... n... how could i not save again?! sighed... nic pls pls recover, hope 2 talk 2 u soon
Friday, September 26, 2003
finally i can log on 2 e internet... oh...
tis week is... i donno how 2 describe, i didn't work tt hard n i didnt' slack as well.
everyday stay in e lib till 9.30 actually tt's very very late, i reach e bustop at 9.50 smtime bus come aft 10. so end up i took cab almost everyday. ha.
time spent in e lib isn't fully uitilized. i think only aft dinner then every1 sat down n study. everyday studyin together wif osala, vernon, kian, ww, monkey etc. i think quite fun la.
2 days ago, florence called yida n asked abt me again! n yida told her another crazy, idotic statement tt i hav a f###able gf. god damn him la, where did they heard all these shits frm? gd tt i don care how florence think. in e end she called me tt nite, sad case tt i didn't talk 2 her for long. most of e time ww talked to her. haha, coincidence tt kian oso in softball. i'm really outdated huh?
yesterday ww talked 2 florence again, ren oso wif us. he kept sayin she suck n all tt. well, i was... laughin then of course dragged sharon in, haha, sharon is a catcher? then huitian n vernon start to argur wif ren, well i dint really get e pic. aiya, argue over a gal 4 wat... really kinda of... wordless
n today! ww talked 2 florence AGAIN! n florence took e initiative 2 call him! OMG! they talked at least 4 an hr, i cant believe i can do so many good thing, brin so much happiness to my fren, hahahahaah!
then at evening we got nothing to eat, 5 ppl ask Terrence 2 buy cup noddles, tt includes me, we each paid him service charge as well... n damn all those ppl so despo 2 eat tt i wait 4 2 pots of water 2 boil!! faint!
so everyday is smthign lyk tt i try to nap in e aftnoon then mug in e evening, today vernon told hy some classic ghost stories, feel so creepy esp today few came to e lib 2 study.
hmm, tomoro i'm goin 2 e lib at 0830. k, i'm feelin sleepy, goin 2 sleep soon
nic fall sick again tis week, her fever is so high n i didn't know. u should hav tell me n use e time to sleep instead of talkin 2 me. see in evenin u hav 2 see doc again... sighed
n abt Khoo, i almost fought wif her on thrusday, she said i was tryin to copy n i don hav Dao De! n she refused 2 let me explain, e lesson immediately aft tt was science, n we havin test, i really cant control myself. feelin so angry regreted not shoutin to her tt she's a fuckin bitch! really regreted! n my hand was shakin n at e same time tryin 2 hold e pen. i completed e science test in 35 mins, spendin e rest 15 mins thinkin how am i goin to talk to tt Khoo later.
i came to e conclusion tt if we can do it nicely, fine. if cant don blame e consequence on me, i may shout everything out. kk, don worry i'm not goin to beat her. i even though of saying ' I insist i saw ur MOM being knocked down by a car' if she insist sayin tt i copied.
so i went out of e class aft science test, wif my paper, pen i stood in front of 2f, n waited. when khoo came out i was staring coldly at her. she was a bit stunned when she saw me. i said softly, i wanna explain. n i told her everything in 1 breathe, she stopped 4 a moment n said, " u look very fierce.." i took a deep breathe n said, " k, i'm sorry" n she left. oh, so solved peacefully..
n today! durin com mudule my team debtin. n at 1 pt i was givin Pt Of Information Quah said, u r not suppose to give now. n i said FINE! somehow she heard me saying FUCK. n later she asked me 2 apologise. i didn't know mah, so i said i'm sorry. later she said, thanks 4 tt oral sparrin, but don hav to b so offensive n said e F word. wat! i said wat? so i told her i said FINE! n it came to her as FINE-K so sounded lyk fuck. she even asked every classmates tt if it sounded lyk fine, n they said YES! esp bear tryin 2 b funny.
later quah said, " oh so it's fine, i tot chinese high boys so darin?" ya, we're, if u 1 i can show u...
n tt freakin Khoo today give us back our test. i missed a1 by 1 mark? later i looked thru i found out she didn't mark 1 qn which carries 8 marks. i went up to her n asked y. she said my method is wrong. in e end i proved her wrong. she got nothing to said but. " er, it's correct but do u know it's very long?' FINE! wad can i say? so she gave me e 8 marks, now 37/40
Fengzi got full mark...
well, had enough conflicts wif teacher(s) tis week. got exempted 4 chinese but tt Chinese head, e gay, chen you ching hav to pass us 1st. JW so excited 4 wat? got exempted then said he's havin fever, lame...
er... so tired now, byebye
tis week is... i donno how 2 describe, i didn't work tt hard n i didnt' slack as well.
everyday stay in e lib till 9.30 actually tt's very very late, i reach e bustop at 9.50 smtime bus come aft 10. so end up i took cab almost everyday. ha.
time spent in e lib isn't fully uitilized. i think only aft dinner then every1 sat down n study. everyday studyin together wif osala, vernon, kian, ww, monkey etc. i think quite fun la.
2 days ago, florence called yida n asked abt me again! n yida told her another crazy, idotic statement tt i hav a f###able gf. god damn him la, where did they heard all these shits frm? gd tt i don care how florence think. in e end she called me tt nite, sad case tt i didn't talk 2 her for long. most of e time ww talked to her. haha, coincidence tt kian oso in softball. i'm really outdated huh?
yesterday ww talked 2 florence again, ren oso wif us. he kept sayin she suck n all tt. well, i was... laughin then of course dragged sharon in, haha, sharon is a catcher? then huitian n vernon start to argur wif ren, well i dint really get e pic. aiya, argue over a gal 4 wat... really kinda of... wordless
n today! ww talked 2 florence AGAIN! n florence took e initiative 2 call him! OMG! they talked at least 4 an hr, i cant believe i can do so many good thing, brin so much happiness to my fren, hahahahaah!
then at evening we got nothing to eat, 5 ppl ask Terrence 2 buy cup noddles, tt includes me, we each paid him service charge as well... n damn all those ppl so despo 2 eat tt i wait 4 2 pots of water 2 boil!! faint!
so everyday is smthign lyk tt i try to nap in e aftnoon then mug in e evening, today vernon told hy some classic ghost stories, feel so creepy esp today few came to e lib 2 study.
hmm, tomoro i'm goin 2 e lib at 0830. k, i'm feelin sleepy, goin 2 sleep soon
nic fall sick again tis week, her fever is so high n i didn't know. u should hav tell me n use e time to sleep instead of talkin 2 me. see in evenin u hav 2 see doc again... sighed
n abt Khoo, i almost fought wif her on thrusday, she said i was tryin to copy n i don hav Dao De! n she refused 2 let me explain, e lesson immediately aft tt was science, n we havin test, i really cant control myself. feelin so angry regreted not shoutin to her tt she's a fuckin bitch! really regreted! n my hand was shakin n at e same time tryin 2 hold e pen. i completed e science test in 35 mins, spendin e rest 15 mins thinkin how am i goin to talk to tt Khoo later.
i came to e conclusion tt if we can do it nicely, fine. if cant don blame e consequence on me, i may shout everything out. kk, don worry i'm not goin to beat her. i even though of saying ' I insist i saw ur MOM being knocked down by a car' if she insist sayin tt i copied.
so i went out of e class aft science test, wif my paper, pen i stood in front of 2f, n waited. when khoo came out i was staring coldly at her. she was a bit stunned when she saw me. i said softly, i wanna explain. n i told her everything in 1 breathe, she stopped 4 a moment n said, " u look very fierce.." i took a deep breathe n said, " k, i'm sorry" n she left. oh, so solved peacefully..
n today! durin com mudule my team debtin. n at 1 pt i was givin Pt Of Information Quah said, u r not suppose to give now. n i said FINE! somehow she heard me saying FUCK. n later she asked me 2 apologise. i didn't know mah, so i said i'm sorry. later she said, thanks 4 tt oral sparrin, but don hav to b so offensive n said e F word. wat! i said wat? so i told her i said FINE! n it came to her as FINE-K so sounded lyk fuck. she even asked every classmates tt if it sounded lyk fine, n they said YES! esp bear tryin 2 b funny.
later quah said, " oh so it's fine, i tot chinese high boys so darin?" ya, we're, if u 1 i can show u...
n tt freakin Khoo today give us back our test. i missed a1 by 1 mark? later i looked thru i found out she didn't mark 1 qn which carries 8 marks. i went up to her n asked y. she said my method is wrong. in e end i proved her wrong. she got nothing to said but. " er, it's correct but do u know it's very long?' FINE! wad can i say? so she gave me e 8 marks, now 37/40
Fengzi got full mark...
well, had enough conflicts wif teacher(s) tis week. got exempted 4 chinese but tt Chinese head, e gay, chen you ching hav to pass us 1st. JW so excited 4 wat? got exempted then said he's havin fever, lame...
er... so tired now, byebye
Sunday, September 21, 2003
today is sunday? oh, e weekend ends so fast.
yesterday was kinda of crazy. i woke up, feelin excited? ask frens if they wanna go out 4 movie. every1 said wait n see. so i spent e whole morning apparently doin nothing, juz chattin. WW kept askin me abt e Starhub plans, which he should take? While i found out Starhub changed all it's plans! Hell...
Think i was chattin wif nic, until she left. then i felt sleepy, so i took a nap. hmmm, till 3 smthing?
went back 2 e com. sign in msn, then i saw nic signing in, so we carried on chattin... anyway i juz found out her chinese name, she didn't know this thing called white board. n tried to write in paint, save e pic n displayed 2 me. i was kinda of.... wat! u did tt juz 2 show me how 2 write ur chinese name? wow, impressive! then we played wif e white board. she was tellin me abt her mom, n her allies.
then great thing happened. WW talked 2 me suddenly, 'hey let's go.' oh, so he agreed 2 watch movie... we spents much time arguing on e time. then i found out e next show is at 1910! omg, time is running out. he told me 2 bk e tickets, so i called dad 4 his credit card no. freakin tt he's using master card, i told him there's a CVC2 behind e no. it's juz 3 digi which i need to fill in. he didn't buy tt. at e mean time me n WW agreed 2 watch e show at Marina square...
In e end, i've 2 wait until my dad return n i took his credit card n tell him tt THERE IS A CVC2! god... b4 i could leave e house WW called me, er... i'll b late? k so i took a cab n rushed over. he said he'll go to e mac 2 buy dinner 4 us 1st. so when i reach there i quickly run, literally run to e mac. i saw him gettin his order. k, so we got e meal n e drinks. hmm e show is startin in 10 mins, n it'll took us 5 mins to get there. HOW 2 EAT???
Cinema don allow outside food n drinks. so i asked 4 an opaque plastic bag frm a shop. so we got there, wif food in WW's bag, n drinks on his hand. damn it's still obvious... so he put e drinks into his bag oso. i reached e counter n told e lady i booked e ticket. OH! i forgot my bookin no. so she asked 4 NRIC n i gave her e credit card n finally got our ticket. rushed 2 hav a pee and then we settle down in e cinema. WW then took out e water n e burgers, it looked so funny. n ppl around us were lookin at us. n we ate happily.
he blamed me 4 not takin my cam, well, i forgot, let's wait till aft exams n we'll do tt.
aft long ads, e show finally started. oh btw, we watchin e Italian Job. e show was funny, exciting, n e plot is really good. so aftall we felt it's worth e ticket money.
it finished at 9 smthing. well, WW said," i'm clear 4 half an hr!' haha, we then rushed 2 city hall mrt cos he lied 2 his mom in order 2 get out so he has to move fast. b4 he left he said, i luv u... well i replied.. i luv u too. it was a quote frm e show la...
i felt so sleepy aft got hm, bathed n watch a little tv, by then i'm tryin 2 keep my eyes open....
So today?
sms shanghai he hasn't reply, mayb he sold his phone again, hmmm goin to lib later to mug. i juz rmb yesterday tt we're havin a history test on Monday. i think we got 4 test next week... so sad.
yesterday was kinda of crazy. i woke up, feelin excited? ask frens if they wanna go out 4 movie. every1 said wait n see. so i spent e whole morning apparently doin nothing, juz chattin. WW kept askin me abt e Starhub plans, which he should take? While i found out Starhub changed all it's plans! Hell...
Think i was chattin wif nic, until she left. then i felt sleepy, so i took a nap. hmmm, till 3 smthing?
went back 2 e com. sign in msn, then i saw nic signing in, so we carried on chattin... anyway i juz found out her chinese name, she didn't know this thing called white board. n tried to write in paint, save e pic n displayed 2 me. i was kinda of.... wat! u did tt juz 2 show me how 2 write ur chinese name? wow, impressive! then we played wif e white board. she was tellin me abt her mom, n her allies.
then great thing happened. WW talked 2 me suddenly, 'hey let's go.' oh, so he agreed 2 watch movie... we spents much time arguing on e time. then i found out e next show is at 1910! omg, time is running out. he told me 2 bk e tickets, so i called dad 4 his credit card no. freakin tt he's using master card, i told him there's a CVC2 behind e no. it's juz 3 digi which i need to fill in. he didn't buy tt. at e mean time me n WW agreed 2 watch e show at Marina square...
In e end, i've 2 wait until my dad return n i took his credit card n tell him tt THERE IS A CVC2! god... b4 i could leave e house WW called me, er... i'll b late? k so i took a cab n rushed over. he said he'll go to e mac 2 buy dinner 4 us 1st. so when i reach there i quickly run, literally run to e mac. i saw him gettin his order. k, so we got e meal n e drinks. hmm e show is startin in 10 mins, n it'll took us 5 mins to get there. HOW 2 EAT???
Cinema don allow outside food n drinks. so i asked 4 an opaque plastic bag frm a shop. so we got there, wif food in WW's bag, n drinks on his hand. damn it's still obvious... so he put e drinks into his bag oso. i reached e counter n told e lady i booked e ticket. OH! i forgot my bookin no. so she asked 4 NRIC n i gave her e credit card n finally got our ticket. rushed 2 hav a pee and then we settle down in e cinema. WW then took out e water n e burgers, it looked so funny. n ppl around us were lookin at us. n we ate happily.
he blamed me 4 not takin my cam, well, i forgot, let's wait till aft exams n we'll do tt.
aft long ads, e show finally started. oh btw, we watchin e Italian Job. e show was funny, exciting, n e plot is really good. so aftall we felt it's worth e ticket money.
it finished at 9 smthing. well, WW said," i'm clear 4 half an hr!' haha, we then rushed 2 city hall mrt cos he lied 2 his mom in order 2 get out so he has to move fast. b4 he left he said, i luv u... well i replied.. i luv u too. it was a quote frm e show la...
i felt so sleepy aft got hm, bathed n watch a little tv, by then i'm tryin 2 keep my eyes open....
So today?
sms shanghai he hasn't reply, mayb he sold his phone again, hmmm goin to lib later to mug. i juz rmb yesterday tt we're havin a history test on Monday. i think we got 4 test next week... so sad.
Friday, September 19, 2003
weekend, oh finally i can get enough sleep tonite.
chinese oral today, i was e last e leave e class, last 2 b tested. LW got very nervous, i told him 2 jokes n he felt betta. went out finally. read e passage thru with lightning speed. noted those place i need improvement, read thru quickly again. i think i read thru at least 5 times b4 i entered e rm. didn't know i can read so fast! ha
e teacher looked at me, n said," oh! u r e 1 who did Jingju 4 project's day." yes tt's me, i think now e whole sch knew i did Jingju 4 project's day.
i sat down, started readin, no mistakes. b4 i could finish, think still got 1 paragrahp left, he said, "ok, enough" then i realise he graded me already! tis happened last yr oso when i was tested by Yang Shao Qiang, he oso stopped me b4 i finish.
so abt e news n daily talks, i said non stop, he kept noddin his head. haha. so i finished e oral test! b4 i leave i managed 2 peep at e paper, yes, i got 29! not bad la, but LX got 30 full marks. i think e 1 mark i got deducted was from Daily talks, under Biao Da, i didn't express 1 term correctly... hopefully i saw it correctly 29. ;D
Yesterday, presented out Jingju website to e Freakin sis of Jiang Zemin. i tot e president himself... haha anyway, e presentation was changed totally, totally! Tan ( e vice principal) didn't lyk our original style, he told us 2 speak naturally. Fine! tt's wat i lyk but yz a bit uncomfortable, he still looked at e script.
so it went thru smoothly, really kinda of cool. e fat sis was very very impressed! hahaha i'm honoured....
well, thank 4 e praisings, i'm a gd teacher huh? really... btw i didn't work hard la, only prepared 4 chinese oral tis morning. cos when i heard even Vernon got 28, i really don feel lyk preparin 4 it liao, he so lousy oso 28. er... am i too arrogant? mayb la haha.
tt's all 4 today ba, hmmm, so wat i've achieved tis week? my revision is kinda of slo...
chinese oral today, i was e last e leave e class, last 2 b tested. LW got very nervous, i told him 2 jokes n he felt betta. went out finally. read e passage thru with lightning speed. noted those place i need improvement, read thru quickly again. i think i read thru at least 5 times b4 i entered e rm. didn't know i can read so fast! ha
e teacher looked at me, n said," oh! u r e 1 who did Jingju 4 project's day." yes tt's me, i think now e whole sch knew i did Jingju 4 project's day.
i sat down, started readin, no mistakes. b4 i could finish, think still got 1 paragrahp left, he said, "ok, enough" then i realise he graded me already! tis happened last yr oso when i was tested by Yang Shao Qiang, he oso stopped me b4 i finish.
so abt e news n daily talks, i said non stop, he kept noddin his head. haha. so i finished e oral test! b4 i leave i managed 2 peep at e paper, yes, i got 29! not bad la, but LX got 30 full marks. i think e 1 mark i got deducted was from Daily talks, under Biao Da, i didn't express 1 term correctly... hopefully i saw it correctly 29. ;D
Yesterday, presented out Jingju website to e Freakin sis of Jiang Zemin. i tot e president himself... haha anyway, e presentation was changed totally, totally! Tan ( e vice principal) didn't lyk our original style, he told us 2 speak naturally. Fine! tt's wat i lyk but yz a bit uncomfortable, he still looked at e script.
so it went thru smoothly, really kinda of cool. e fat sis was very very impressed! hahaha i'm honoured....
well, thank 4 e praisings, i'm a gd teacher huh? really... btw i didn't work hard la, only prepared 4 chinese oral tis morning. cos when i heard even Vernon got 28, i really don feel lyk preparin 4 it liao, he so lousy oso 28. er... am i too arrogant? mayb la haha.
tt's all 4 today ba, hmmm, so wat i've achieved tis week? my revision is kinda of slo...
Thursday, September 18, 2003
since i got time so come here 2 write smthing
these days were bzy. i'm lackin of sleep.
tis mornin durin readin period i was caught sleepin in class. how 2 help? so tired...
freakin Jiang meimie came 2 our sch n we have to present our project 2 her. smtimes i juz seen too much of such... things covered up by e sch admin, juz makin use of we pupils 2 give e visitors a gd impression. as if we did e project out of interest, it's more of interest on doin it but not e content itself.
gd tt i managed to write out a concept map in e mornin so today still got study a little today.
durin science i sat beside e black, tt freakin guy told Florence i touched a naked woman, faintz... man, he's e class chairman. gd tt i didn't mind abt florence heard anything, or else i would hav made him cry.
i believe i can start a anti-chairman trend if i wan it... pheehee juz t it at cmc huh.
oh i'm too xie er liao, haha.
my chinese oral comin tomoro, aft i heard e results of 2g, i thinkin i should set my target higher. at least get 28.
Liuxin got 30! full score! thanks for his password at e login durin Action script class today. i slept thru e whole lesson. Yongjs was juz beside me, he didnt' scold, juz ignored me i think.
well, gotta go now. byebye
these days were bzy. i'm lackin of sleep.
tis mornin durin readin period i was caught sleepin in class. how 2 help? so tired...
freakin Jiang meimie came 2 our sch n we have to present our project 2 her. smtimes i juz seen too much of such... things covered up by e sch admin, juz makin use of we pupils 2 give e visitors a gd impression. as if we did e project out of interest, it's more of interest on doin it but not e content itself.
gd tt i managed to write out a concept map in e mornin so today still got study a little today.
durin science i sat beside e black, tt freakin guy told Florence i touched a naked woman, faintz... man, he's e class chairman. gd tt i didn't mind abt florence heard anything, or else i would hav made him cry.
i believe i can start a anti-chairman trend if i wan it... pheehee juz t it at cmc huh.
oh i'm too xie er liao, haha.
my chinese oral comin tomoro, aft i heard e results of 2g, i thinkin i should set my target higher. at least get 28.
Liuxin got 30! full score! thanks for his password at e login durin Action script class today. i slept thru e whole lesson. Yongjs was juz beside me, he didnt' scold, juz ignored me i think.
well, gotta go now. byebye
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
today is tue, tis friday is chinese oral. LH got 28 of out 30. he's big big ass. i'm freakin out.
today durin assembly we had very active discussion wif e pricinpal n e EP3 head. well, i went up to suggest 4 speacial chinese class, he ask me." teach jingju is it?" haha, i think he saw tt project of mine too many times liao. i say no la. later many ppl followed wat i suggested, 1 even ask to teach e entire geog in chinese. faint... i said some special class, not everything.
during e talk wif Sun so many talked abt Track pulled too many ppl into it. even tried to approach ppl frm other EP3. Vernon got such a strong reaction, he went up 2 e mic n talked so much, mainly to e advantage of judo. he cant control himself liao, 2 excited, english, chinese n all e language not suppose to use oso said out. ahhha. Keneth immediate gave a rebutt...
nowadays every1 in e class workin so hard. i can feel e pressure, e heat! my class position went up but msg dropped, tt shows e whole class in decline. cant let tis happen 2 me. abt 21 days left, i still haven started revision. i think there's so many things to do. really hope chinese gets exempted.
Lib will open till 9 in e evening durin e pre exam period. i'll stay!! cant study at home... 3 weeks, let's lock n load. now i got not enough sleep... so sad. hmmm, oso in e future cant go msn so often already, so sad.
All ya ppl listen, let's juz work hard for 3 weeks ba.. ha, wad else can i say? sounds lyk i'm feelin cool huh, really "cool" LO... kiekie, see ya, tis will e only entry i post tis week.
mayb i can come durin weekend?
today durin assembly we had very active discussion wif e pricinpal n e EP3 head. well, i went up to suggest 4 speacial chinese class, he ask me." teach jingju is it?" haha, i think he saw tt project of mine too many times liao. i say no la. later many ppl followed wat i suggested, 1 even ask to teach e entire geog in chinese. faint... i said some special class, not everything.
during e talk wif Sun so many talked abt Track pulled too many ppl into it. even tried to approach ppl frm other EP3. Vernon got such a strong reaction, he went up 2 e mic n talked so much, mainly to e advantage of judo. he cant control himself liao, 2 excited, english, chinese n all e language not suppose to use oso said out. ahhha. Keneth immediate gave a rebutt...
nowadays every1 in e class workin so hard. i can feel e pressure, e heat! my class position went up but msg dropped, tt shows e whole class in decline. cant let tis happen 2 me. abt 21 days left, i still haven started revision. i think there's so many things to do. really hope chinese gets exempted.
Lib will open till 9 in e evening durin e pre exam period. i'll stay!! cant study at home... 3 weeks, let's lock n load. now i got not enough sleep... so sad. hmmm, oso in e future cant go msn so often already, so sad.
All ya ppl listen, let's juz work hard for 3 weeks ba.. ha, wad else can i say? sounds lyk i'm feelin cool huh, really "cool" LO... kiekie, see ya, tis will e only entry i post tis week.
mayb i can come durin weekend?
Sunday, September 14, 2003
hahahaha, i'm goin crazy... keep laughin, even know i'm typin i oso feel lyk laughing.
kk, muz control my emotion. kao, emotional agressive?
my fellow friends! I've completed Major Research paper!!! ARHH! actually i wrote e conclusion... but aft all did i contribut more or taiwai zai contribute more? anyway, tis is e part i contributed, i find it very very interesting.
here it come:
Terrorism by nature is difficult to define. Although many people believe that terrorism is evil, it is merely misunderstood. Terrorists are responsible to most of the freedom movements in every country. Terrorist have used violence to get their point across to the public. In some cases, the use of terrorism appears to be a reaction to the disintegration of law and order.
A stable society has normally evolved peaceful ways of keeping order and handling disputes between its members without violence. Once law and order breaks down, as they do in civil wars, members of society have to defend themselves in different ways. There may be in a situation where government forces are using terrorism and guerrilla forces the same methods in return. Other groups in society start using violence to defend this right and so a climate of terror emerges. What little law and order remains is maintained solely by the strongest groups using fear. Terrorism has been used by groups of the right in an attempt to uphold the established system.
Terrorist have actually made the earth into a better place; terrorist acts have brought good changes to countries they have stopped thousands of unnecessary deaths, and have even stopped wars. The reign of the bomb wielding maniac is over they have been misunderstood from the beginning, the era of the misconceived over zealous radicals has begun.
cool huh?
9 something liao, i'm still lookin at BK2 chap 15...
chat wif nicole again, lots to chat abt. e other time durin e talk by Justin, ding hong asked a question regardin topic 2 talk 2 old frens, he didnt' ans. i tot tt was a gd question.
i'm thinkin again if i should include a tag board...
kk, muz control my emotion. kao, emotional agressive?
my fellow friends! I've completed Major Research paper!!! ARHH! actually i wrote e conclusion... but aft all did i contribut more or taiwai zai contribute more? anyway, tis is e part i contributed, i find it very very interesting.
here it come:
Terrorism by nature is difficult to define. Although many people believe that terrorism is evil, it is merely misunderstood. Terrorists are responsible to most of the freedom movements in every country. Terrorist have used violence to get their point across to the public. In some cases, the use of terrorism appears to be a reaction to the disintegration of law and order.
A stable society has normally evolved peaceful ways of keeping order and handling disputes between its members without violence. Once law and order breaks down, as they do in civil wars, members of society have to defend themselves in different ways. There may be in a situation where government forces are using terrorism and guerrilla forces the same methods in return. Other groups in society start using violence to defend this right and so a climate of terror emerges. What little law and order remains is maintained solely by the strongest groups using fear. Terrorism has been used by groups of the right in an attempt to uphold the established system.
Terrorist have actually made the earth into a better place; terrorist acts have brought good changes to countries they have stopped thousands of unnecessary deaths, and have even stopped wars. The reign of the bomb wielding maniac is over they have been misunderstood from the beginning, the era of the misconceived over zealous radicals has begun.
cool huh?
9 something liao, i'm still lookin at BK2 chap 15...
chat wif nicole again, lots to chat abt. e other time durin e talk by Justin, ding hong asked a question regardin topic 2 talk 2 old frens, he didnt' ans. i tot tt was a gd question.
i'm thinkin again if i should include a tag board...
muggin on BK2 chap15.. damn, y so many test. honestly i think khoo has attitude problem. everytime she teach say things lyk i'm juz a partimer, u haven pay ur sch fee. tell her to go to hell, wad kind of attitude is tis, she's a teacher!
now i'm studyin 4 her test. i lyk tis sub... kinda of ironic.
yaya, i'm honoured u mention me (...)
I didn't even brin back text bk! kite settled
now i'm studyin 4 her test. i lyk tis sub... kinda of ironic.
yaya, i'm honoured u mention me (...)
I didn't even brin back text bk! kite settled
Didn't lyk e pic which i put at top, made another one. heehee, not bad. did many copy, paste, feather, rescale work in adobe. totally 5 layers.
Checked e html again. LH was right i didn't put e < /a > to close it. n LH was right again abt e target="new". i checked out e source at his site n found out. how come LH so pro in HTML!? anyway LH, i found a fault in tt code, tt is, it only opens 1 new window. in other word, if i click on another link, it'll b displayed in e same window and previous information will b lost. heehee.
So, i shall keep tt line, 4 all links pls right-click n 'open target in new window'
job done 4 tis morning, i felt tired, wanna sleep...
Checked e html again. LH was right i didn't put e < /a > to close it. n LH was right again abt e target="new". i checked out e source at his site n found out. how come LH so pro in HTML!? anyway LH, i found a fault in tt code, tt is, it only opens 1 new window. in other word, if i click on another link, it'll b displayed in e same window and previous information will b lost. heehee.
So, i shall keep tt line, 4 all links pls right-click n 'open target in new window'
job done 4 tis morning, i felt tired, wanna sleep...
Saturday, September 13, 2003
Wow, successfully embed a flash in e blog. anyway, i made tt flash by myself. 2 show off, i'll briefly share tis out.
1st import an MP3 into e library in Flash. then create a new Symbol wif e property 'movie clip'. at e instance select sound. stream e MP3. then create ur own buttons at diff layers. put Actions 'stop' at both e beginnin n end of e frames. blablabla. juz rmb to publish e file to 16kbps so tt it's small enough. my 3mb MP3 become only 400k.
to emb e flash into blog, we need e html code. i inserted it in Dreamweaver then looked at e html format of e website. copy e whole code down. change e source, of course muz upload e music 1st.
here's e code:
< embed src="URL" quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="110" height="30">< /embed >
do not leave space btw tags, e < >
tt's all 4 today, i spent hrs doin tis. cos e 1st music i upload is too big, as an result i've to make another one... well at least i see some results. =D byebye
1st import an MP3 into e library in Flash. then create a new Symbol wif e property 'movie clip'. at e instance select sound. stream e MP3. then create ur own buttons at diff layers. put Actions 'stop' at both e beginnin n end of e frames. blablabla. juz rmb to publish e file to 16kbps so tt it's small enough. my 3mb MP3 become only 400k.
to emb e flash into blog, we need e html code. i inserted it in Dreamweaver then looked at e html format of e website. copy e whole code down. change e source, of course muz upload e music 1st.
here's e code:
< embed src="URL" quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="110" height="30">< /embed >
do not leave space btw tags, e < >
tt's all 4 today, i spent hrs doin tis. cos e 1st music i upload is too big, as an result i've to make another one... well at least i see some results. =D byebye
as e sayin goes, e world is so small!
as i was lookin at some links LH provided i went to tt D jun's page. ( now i know D jun's name, but herher, cant say here la) n i saw some names of her frens, one of them is Lijia! E world is so small! lijia, e gal whom i ask 4 no. tt was 4 fun. tt day me n shanghai walkin thru e market....
i felt amazed now. today i was readin ecology, now seem tt i've become part of e environment...
as i was lookin at some links LH provided i went to tt D jun's page. ( now i know D jun's name, but herher, cant say here la) n i saw some names of her frens, one of them is Lijia! E world is so small! lijia, e gal whom i ask 4 no. tt was 4 fun. tt day me n shanghai walkin thru e market....
i felt amazed now. today i was readin ecology, now seem tt i've become part of e environment...
i made a careless mistake yesterday. forgot 2 publish my post, n i didn't save it... damn
anyway, let me recall.
yesterday is friday, it was raining heavily in e mornin, i was sleepin lyk a pig. woke up, momma talkin 2 grandpa, e other 2 went out already! they're so energetic...
i didn't take breakfast again, ate some honeydew n drank... cant rmb think it's soft drink. did 2 newpapers cuttins yesterday. 1 in e morning. e other at Mac.
class havin website fever. of course i joinin in e fun. e website tt i uploaded is really lame, no content at all, juz using it to occupy my hpage as an index.htm so tt it won't b so empty. while editin halfway shanghai sms me, he say wanna go out. a fucker indeed tellin me in e mornin he got fever, very sick now wanna go out. so i said ok. again i was a bit late.
i did e other newpaper cuttin at Mac, Mac is lyk a lib, so many ppl studyin... how does business go on?
Abt e links at e side, LH said i forgot to put a "< /a >" tag to close e link, i checked e html, sort of cant find it. n abt open in new window use e command target='new' well, i need 2 check tt out in Dreamweaver.. sighed, HTML i'm lyk a fool. i guess tt's y softwares such as Frontpage n Dreamweaver are made, we cant make websites using HTML alone. talkln abt tt Computer Language. i wasted e whole term 2 listening to Koh teachin us Java Script, really wasted, cant absorb a thing. gd tt term3 i was in Action script, thanks Julia 4 pullin me out of Koh's class. anyway, julia end up teachin another class n we were taught by Young. k la, at least didnt enter C++, tt language will kill me.
nothing special in e aftnoon. went home. dn some videos to watch. not bad la. evenin chat wif nicole. i juz find it weird tt i got so many associations wif verNON. juz suddenly, he knew ling, florence, nicole n those unknown contacts. but he juz know them purely as contacts, ha. i'm impressed. n abt e other contact, she claimed herself to b a mix blood n sent me a photo of an european... ya rite, i'll buy tt. again she said she didn't even see verNON b4, kao, tt stupid boy.
osala received a sms frm A jun, i tot tt's kinda of... clearly passed msg 2 him. is tis gonna b e sad endin?
was chattin wif nicole, i find her quite cute. (yaya, b happy tt i'm praising u ;-D)
while i was typin tis yesterday, exactly e same part, osala was on e line.
so today, Sat
suppose to hav e final piece of Jian Bo 2 finish, damn tt coffin. didnt' study at all, how to deal wif tests??? muz mug at e books today.
come back later, mayb.
anyway, let me recall.
yesterday is friday, it was raining heavily in e mornin, i was sleepin lyk a pig. woke up, momma talkin 2 grandpa, e other 2 went out already! they're so energetic...
i didn't take breakfast again, ate some honeydew n drank... cant rmb think it's soft drink. did 2 newpapers cuttins yesterday. 1 in e morning. e other at Mac.
class havin website fever. of course i joinin in e fun. e website tt i uploaded is really lame, no content at all, juz using it to occupy my hpage as an index.htm so tt it won't b so empty. while editin halfway shanghai sms me, he say wanna go out. a fucker indeed tellin me in e mornin he got fever, very sick now wanna go out. so i said ok. again i was a bit late.
i did e other newpaper cuttin at Mac, Mac is lyk a lib, so many ppl studyin... how does business go on?
Abt e links at e side, LH said i forgot to put a "< /a >" tag to close e link, i checked e html, sort of cant find it. n abt open in new window use e command target='new' well, i need 2 check tt out in Dreamweaver.. sighed, HTML i'm lyk a fool. i guess tt's y softwares such as Frontpage n Dreamweaver are made, we cant make websites using HTML alone. talkln abt tt Computer Language. i wasted e whole term 2 listening to Koh teachin us Java Script, really wasted, cant absorb a thing. gd tt term3 i was in Action script, thanks Julia 4 pullin me out of Koh's class. anyway, julia end up teachin another class n we were taught by Young. k la, at least didnt enter C++, tt language will kill me.
nothing special in e aftnoon. went home. dn some videos to watch. not bad la. evenin chat wif nicole. i juz find it weird tt i got so many associations wif verNON. juz suddenly, he knew ling, florence, nicole n those unknown contacts. but he juz know them purely as contacts, ha. i'm impressed. n abt e other contact, she claimed herself to b a mix blood n sent me a photo of an european... ya rite, i'll buy tt. again she said she didn't even see verNON b4, kao, tt stupid boy.
osala received a sms frm A jun, i tot tt's kinda of... clearly passed msg 2 him. is tis gonna b e sad endin?
was chattin wif nicole, i find her quite cute. (yaya, b happy tt i'm praising u ;-D)
while i was typin tis yesterday, exactly e same part, osala was on e line.
so today, Sat
suppose to hav e final piece of Jian Bo 2 finish, damn tt coffin. didnt' study at all, how to deal wif tests??? muz mug at e books today.
come back later, mayb.
Thursday, September 11, 2003
hol goin 2 end.
i don feel lyk goin back 2 sch. didn't complete my work yet. immediately next tues is chinese oral... n aft admin tells us if we get exampted. next week flooded wif tests oso.
yesterday shanghai came to my house. nothin speacial. i made him buy food 4 my whole family, of course i paid him.
today spent much time editing tt html. well, now i found out it's juz some copy n paste work. i was thinkin, LH is so pro?
later goin to wan qing restarunt 4 dinner... hee, i'm feelin hungry already. abt osala, he's... helpless, i cant help him oso. cant always call me la, i can do nothing...
i'm really too slacked, at least my fren took some time to revise, sighed. i cant b motivated.
yesterday on e bus i told shanghai abt e conversation between me n yunting, he said it's impossible. well, nothing is impossible, he n angelia's case is e best example. of course he will buy tt. well today they two studied together, ha.
i was plannin to go lib today, of course i didnt in e end.
oh, tis suddenly came 2 my mind. e other day i was at bugis. i met shandy. she looked lyk a 16 yr old! n her bf is frm poly. his look make me feel lyk punchin him. fuji oso told me tt he thinks tt tt poly boy's intension is no gd. makes sense... well, on e same day i met wanling. later at night shanghai n i ate buffet at suntec city. he went to my house to camp aft dinner, we even watched a movie b4 we slept at 3am?
banenn is pretty cool, worth e money.
tt'a all 4 now.
i don feel lyk goin back 2 sch. didn't complete my work yet. immediately next tues is chinese oral... n aft admin tells us if we get exampted. next week flooded wif tests oso.
yesterday shanghai came to my house. nothin speacial. i made him buy food 4 my whole family, of course i paid him.
today spent much time editing tt html. well, now i found out it's juz some copy n paste work. i was thinkin, LH is so pro?
later goin to wan qing restarunt 4 dinner... hee, i'm feelin hungry already. abt osala, he's... helpless, i cant help him oso. cant always call me la, i can do nothing...
i'm really too slacked, at least my fren took some time to revise, sighed. i cant b motivated.
yesterday on e bus i told shanghai abt e conversation between me n yunting, he said it's impossible. well, nothing is impossible, he n angelia's case is e best example. of course he will buy tt. well today they two studied together, ha.
i was plannin to go lib today, of course i didnt in e end.
oh, tis suddenly came 2 my mind. e other day i was at bugis. i met shandy. she looked lyk a 16 yr old! n her bf is frm poly. his look make me feel lyk punchin him. fuji oso told me tt he thinks tt tt poly boy's intension is no gd. makes sense... well, on e same day i met wanling. later at night shanghai n i ate buffet at suntec city. he went to my house to camp aft dinner, we even watched a movie b4 we slept at 3am?
banenn is pretty cool, worth e money.
tt'a all 4 now.
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
yo,
these days things juz seem so amazing n interestin...
last fri day i went to MAF, now i got e contact of both Florence n e gal who poured water on me. i din ask them 4 it, they contacted me 1st. coincidently, e gal who poured me water turned 2 b a primary sch fren of verNON. i've freaked out...
na... tt's not important, wat is more amazin is, i've received msg frm 3 ppl, namely, vernon, cheryl, n ling (e 1 poured me water) tellin me tt, florence likes me. WoKAO! could it b a setup? anyway, vernon gave me a lame reason: love at first sight. well, i'm not doin a film. n vernon didnt' even see florence b4, guess ling told him huh. so, they kept askin me to sms florence, man! i didnt' even ask 4 her contact, now it juz came to me n i've to take initiative 2 contact her? no way...
so, she seem to heard tis. and finally, i've won e battle. she smsed me today...HAHA!@!! i'm e big winner. so did ling, i was reactin cool by sayin, WHO IS TIS? i din do it on purpose, i really don know who's tt
haha..
k, so on sms she asked if i still remember her, i said yes, thanks 4 offerin fireworks, i know who u r, ben's fren. she immediately gave a strong reaction by sayin. Oh! i know, u tot i'm ben's gf. actually i'm not. again i've reacted cool by sayin, i din think u r ben's gf, it's not important anyway. 2 save sms i told her to talk 2 me on msn, let's see wat happens..
shanghai...oh tt poor boy, shi lian le... haha today he crazy, smsed me at 9.30 sayin he's already in library, i faint. i woke up at 10.30 went to duplicate keys 4 my grandparents. then finally went to e library at 12. due to e coldness there, he already left. so we met at e front door n went to KFC 4 lunch. i di di ate Pop corn chicken, haha.
then i did my jian bo at KFC. aft discussin, we decided 2 go Beach rd. there i finally went 2 those shops sellin shoes n stuffs lyk tt. i bought Air Force, silver (it's a NIKE shoe. shanghai had bought one, white. so i oso buy loh) then shanghai wanna buy tt soccer boat + runnin shoe liked shoe, too bad don hav his size.
wat interesting things happened is e shop owner of a neighbour where i bought my bought is frm Ning Xia, china. he damn funny sia. i asked him tt addidas super star how much, he told me in chinese, tis is original, 69 ( by tis time i felt he's tryin to con me) then he said, but! we hav exactly same lookin shoes at 30... AHAAHAH!!! tt's e catch man.. so funny, shanghai oso laugh hysterically aft i told him.
Aft i bought shoes, i took smtime to fix e laces then Shanghai suddenly xin xue lai chao, let's go pool junction... KAO! marine parade again.
well, e visit isn't worthless. i met yunting there. wow, she's so friendly anyway, we stayed at pool junction 4 a while, yunting is so cute when she said e wine bottles r cute. haah, tt was at NTUC, shanghai wanna buy soccer.
then on e way home, shanghai regret tt he didn't buy shoes. haha he asked yt where is she goin to take dinner. oh, poor her hav 2 take dinner alone, so being very selfless. i said, shanghai! u go eat wif her ba, i can go home alone! oh, wat a gd deed i've done. well, at pool junction i observed tt yt has some feeling 4 him, so i let them lo.
btw, shanghai broke wif angelia cos... he requested it. e detail i don wanna talk here. anyway, he'll look 4 me tomoro.
y angelia juz love e ben (not e same ben> benjamin frm TCHS)? well, shanghai admit defeated by a PIG. haha... tt's all 4 today
remember, now there're 3 more ppl in my house. my grandparents....oh
these days things juz seem so amazing n interestin...
last fri day i went to MAF, now i got e contact of both Florence n e gal who poured water on me. i din ask them 4 it, they contacted me 1st. coincidently, e gal who poured me water turned 2 b a primary sch fren of verNON. i've freaked out...
na... tt's not important, wat is more amazin is, i've received msg frm 3 ppl, namely, vernon, cheryl, n ling (e 1 poured me water) tellin me tt, florence likes me. WoKAO! could it b a setup? anyway, vernon gave me a lame reason: love at first sight. well, i'm not doin a film. n vernon didnt' even see florence b4, guess ling told him huh. so, they kept askin me to sms florence, man! i didnt' even ask 4 her contact, now it juz came to me n i've to take initiative 2 contact her? no way...
so, she seem to heard tis. and finally, i've won e battle. she smsed me today...HAHA!@!! i'm e big winner. so did ling, i was reactin cool by sayin, WHO IS TIS? i din do it on purpose, i really don know who's tt
haha..
k, so on sms she asked if i still remember her, i said yes, thanks 4 offerin fireworks, i know who u r, ben's fren. she immediately gave a strong reaction by sayin. Oh! i know, u tot i'm ben's gf. actually i'm not. again i've reacted cool by sayin, i din think u r ben's gf, it's not important anyway. 2 save sms i told her to talk 2 me on msn, let's see wat happens..
shanghai...oh tt poor boy, shi lian le... haha today he crazy, smsed me at 9.30 sayin he's already in library, i faint. i woke up at 10.30 went to duplicate keys 4 my grandparents. then finally went to e library at 12. due to e coldness there, he already left. so we met at e front door n went to KFC 4 lunch. i di di ate Pop corn chicken, haha.
then i did my jian bo at KFC. aft discussin, we decided 2 go Beach rd. there i finally went 2 those shops sellin shoes n stuffs lyk tt. i bought Air Force, silver (it's a NIKE shoe. shanghai had bought one, white. so i oso buy loh) then shanghai wanna buy tt soccer boat + runnin shoe liked shoe, too bad don hav his size.
wat interesting things happened is e shop owner of a neighbour where i bought my bought is frm Ning Xia, china. he damn funny sia. i asked him tt addidas super star how much, he told me in chinese, tis is original, 69 ( by tis time i felt he's tryin to con me) then he said, but! we hav exactly same lookin shoes at 30... AHAAHAH!!! tt's e catch man.. so funny, shanghai oso laugh hysterically aft i told him.
Aft i bought shoes, i took smtime to fix e laces then Shanghai suddenly xin xue lai chao, let's go pool junction... KAO! marine parade again.
well, e visit isn't worthless. i met yunting there. wow, she's so friendly anyway, we stayed at pool junction 4 a while, yunting is so cute when she said e wine bottles r cute. haah, tt was at NTUC, shanghai wanna buy soccer.
then on e way home, shanghai regret tt he didn't buy shoes. haha he asked yt where is she goin to take dinner. oh, poor her hav 2 take dinner alone, so being very selfless. i said, shanghai! u go eat wif her ba, i can go home alone! oh, wat a gd deed i've done. well, at pool junction i observed tt yt has some feeling 4 him, so i let them lo.
btw, shanghai broke wif angelia cos... he requested it. e detail i don wanna talk here. anyway, he'll look 4 me tomoro.
y angelia juz love e ben (not e same ben> benjamin frm TCHS)? well, shanghai admit defeated by a PIG. haha... tt's all 4 today
remember, now there're 3 more ppl in my house. my grandparents....oh
Friday, September 05, 2003
yo...
time now 2231. late liao.
I'm gonna sleep soon.
Today went for MAF ( mid autum festival) held at NYGH. well pretty fun. NYGH actually ask CHS to send some students to join them. Coincidently, CHS left tt job for Chinese Drama so we muz go.
Arrived there at 5. lost our way. b4 tt all e rest members went there. me n dianjun played bball, so late. Giwi went to look 4 us n we finally went. Got lost in nanyang. then i received a sms. god! it's cheryl, she said she saw me! tt cheryl is jianwei's... arhahaha shall not mention, we all know. so i met cheryl n had a little chat. her frens r wif her so she damn shy. i offered a handshake but she ran away... -_-'
Later saw benjamin wif two gals. got to know 1 of them, name is Florence, sounds like a boy name.. ha
Watched many performance put up by e nanyang. n one of them is wushu. i muz say tt they did it better than our sch's boys! much better. got some dance items oso. Dianjun think e costume very sexy, like japan AV. well, true to an extent. aft e performance we went to cai1 deng1 mi2 each of us got 1 correct, me, dianjun, giwi n benjamin. we didnt' went to q 4 e presents at first cos too many gals queueing.
We went to e field. SO MANY nanyang gals playing wif fireworks, tt was really fun! n Florence offered us some to play. heehee, not bad.
Later some gal began to play wif water. there's juz a tap juz beside so they went fill up their water n pour, running around. haha, pretty fun too. i think they too high. in e end two walked towards me, giwi n benjamin, one of them ( e chio 1) said, "do u mind being wet?" n she pour e water on ME!! fuck, y me? n later she poured a second time.
I walked to e square n shouted," hua zhong de! come here, let's go wet e gals!" n Dianjun oso got fedup n he took e bottle wif him. e PRCs took a video cam. I couldn't revenge cos tt chio gal put me off by saying," if u wet me, u r not a man!" well, i was a little stunned, holding e cup of water in my hand.
Later Dianjun got a cram n he took off his shoes. Benjamin took 1 n put it near e gals. tt gal who is a bitch, e one who poured me, e one who is chio, took Dianjun's shoe n said in chinese," aiya, got a shoe here, let's throw it away." Dianjun was shouting lyk mad then, haha! later Ben ask tt gal 2 take it back. E gal said to Dianjun, " k, i'll return u if u say pls" then turned to e PRC who is holdin e video cam and said," n u take it down!" kao! she's really a... po fu!
then she asked us 4 a chinese high badge. cos she's chio mah, then e stupid PRC immediately took off his, lookin numbly! was abt to give it to her. i said," it's one doaller fifty cents!" e gal took off a 2 dollar note! god damn! juz making look petty n stupid. i'm wordless...
ha, so we stayed at the field lookin at e firework n gals running around, screaming, there're really so many of them, wat a sight.
We oso had a walk around NYGH, muz said tt their sch is SMALL. ha, our sch if big.. heehee
tt's all 4 today. n yz... still e same
time now 2231. late liao.
I'm gonna sleep soon.
Today went for MAF ( mid autum festival) held at NYGH. well pretty fun. NYGH actually ask CHS to send some students to join them. Coincidently, CHS left tt job for Chinese Drama so we muz go.
Arrived there at 5. lost our way. b4 tt all e rest members went there. me n dianjun played bball, so late. Giwi went to look 4 us n we finally went. Got lost in nanyang. then i received a sms. god! it's cheryl, she said she saw me! tt cheryl is jianwei's... arhahaha shall not mention, we all know. so i met cheryl n had a little chat. her frens r wif her so she damn shy. i offered a handshake but she ran away... -_-'
Later saw benjamin wif two gals. got to know 1 of them, name is Florence, sounds like a boy name.. ha
Watched many performance put up by e nanyang. n one of them is wushu. i muz say tt they did it better than our sch's boys! much better. got some dance items oso. Dianjun think e costume very sexy, like japan AV. well, true to an extent. aft e performance we went to cai1 deng1 mi2 each of us got 1 correct, me, dianjun, giwi n benjamin. we didnt' went to q 4 e presents at first cos too many gals queueing.
We went to e field. SO MANY nanyang gals playing wif fireworks, tt was really fun! n Florence offered us some to play. heehee, not bad.
Later some gal began to play wif water. there's juz a tap juz beside so they went fill up their water n pour, running around. haha, pretty fun too. i think they too high. in e end two walked towards me, giwi n benjamin, one of them ( e chio 1) said, "do u mind being wet?" n she pour e water on ME!! fuck, y me? n later she poured a second time.
I walked to e square n shouted," hua zhong de! come here, let's go wet e gals!" n Dianjun oso got fedup n he took e bottle wif him. e PRCs took a video cam. I couldn't revenge cos tt chio gal put me off by saying," if u wet me, u r not a man!" well, i was a little stunned, holding e cup of water in my hand.
Later Dianjun got a cram n he took off his shoes. Benjamin took 1 n put it near e gals. tt gal who is a bitch, e one who poured me, e one who is chio, took Dianjun's shoe n said in chinese," aiya, got a shoe here, let's throw it away." Dianjun was shouting lyk mad then, haha! later Ben ask tt gal 2 take it back. E gal said to Dianjun, " k, i'll return u if u say pls" then turned to e PRC who is holdin e video cam and said," n u take it down!" kao! she's really a... po fu!
then she asked us 4 a chinese high badge. cos she's chio mah, then e stupid PRC immediately took off his, lookin numbly! was abt to give it to her. i said," it's one doaller fifty cents!" e gal took off a 2 dollar note! god damn! juz making look petty n stupid. i'm wordless...
ha, so we stayed at the field lookin at e firework n gals running around, screaming, there're really so many of them, wat a sight.
We oso had a walk around NYGH, muz said tt their sch is SMALL. ha, our sch if big.. heehee
tt's all 4 today. n yz... still e same
Thursday, September 04, 2003
yo...
e time now 2046, i feel sleepy...
juz had a chat wif yz. well, he's still in deep deep puberty. ( haha, puberty? wat does tt mean?)
At least fm e conversation today i was able to know y he sank so deep. N e reason, he actually had 3 times body contack wif A-jun. tt y la, if was her go huggin him, he won't fall. tt's how boys r like i guess, n tt includes me. tis make me remember Croc, in primary sch, she god damn fuckin kai fang. my pirvate part got touched, or rather punched by her 4 a few times. ( i cant remember exactly how many) if not wasn't tt at tt time i'm still a pure innocent boy, i would hav taken action. (not physically ACTION, i'm still a kind person aft all) well, but i didnt react to her actions, both physically n mentally. how come? in fact i got irritated by her.
Now when i think back, she likes me a lot at tt time. i can sense it. n she's actually pretty pretty. really, she's abv average. she's now in Cedar, much more decent than b4. kk, tt's my pri sch memories. tt Croc ( wat we call her) is now my god-sis! haha
Today in class... Lit, i muz say tt i began to dislike janey. not only i don think she's not pretty n i oso... i juz dislike! n i began to like mrs yeo! could e reason b tt my eng is improvin? ha, don know. i juz think tt mrs yeo is a... graceful woman. lots of respect for her but i juz don show it. heehee, i don respect teachers, tt's a fact.
Oh! i remembered, juz remember while typin. my pri sch eng teacher is oso Mrs Yeo! n i really like her... she oso teaches our maths n science. She likes me a lot too. she put lots of effort on me. she's e first teacher i met in e admin's rm on e first day i entered Beng Wan primary. I was very naughty during P5. i openly critisized my teacher in front of all classmates. I still remember, tt moment i cant control my temper, i juz burst everyting out. I said " u don treat everyone equally, u brins ur emotions into e class, u tis u tt" e teacher cried. ha, wat a bad boy i am. of course i received very HARSH punishments aft tt... sighed. Mrs Yeo really put lot's of energy in me. i let her down too much. one day aft sch, she asked me to stay back. she talked to me, n cried in front of my eyes... her tears juz rolled down. i was really down.
tt eveing, i wrote her a apology letter. i think tt's e most meaninful letter i ever wrote. e next day i got up early n left e letter on her table. then, i began to change. eventually mrs yeo left us cos she's pregnant. we went thru e last few months of PSLE by ourselves. I didnt' let her down, i came to Chinese High. HAHAHA!!!
So i got tis special feeling for Mrs yeo. e name i mean.
back to today in sch. I killed 12000+8000+200 = 20200 brain cells of yz. haha, he got scared, haha tt was fun. nothin important happened. juz tt yz's mood is distractin him, tt may cos him to underperform. i'm a little worried 4 him.
coming back 2 myself. i mus train my breathings, my hand always shake, my sleep isn't effective. although time is enough but e sleep is lack of quality. i'm lyk, too nervous. muz train.
i'm sleepy now, time now 2117 liao. i've been typin 4 smtime already...kk i would hav a book thick of things to write down if i really go into it. k, i shall b goin 2 sleep. see ya!
e time now 2046, i feel sleepy...
juz had a chat wif yz. well, he's still in deep deep puberty. ( haha, puberty? wat does tt mean?)
At least fm e conversation today i was able to know y he sank so deep. N e reason, he actually had 3 times body contack wif A-jun. tt y la, if was her go huggin him, he won't fall. tt's how boys r like i guess, n tt includes me. tis make me remember Croc, in primary sch, she god damn fuckin kai fang. my pirvate part got touched, or rather punched by her 4 a few times. ( i cant remember exactly how many) if not wasn't tt at tt time i'm still a pure innocent boy, i would hav taken action. (not physically ACTION, i'm still a kind person aft all) well, but i didnt react to her actions, both physically n mentally. how come? in fact i got irritated by her.
Now when i think back, she likes me a lot at tt time. i can sense it. n she's actually pretty pretty. really, she's abv average. she's now in Cedar, much more decent than b4. kk, tt's my pri sch memories. tt Croc ( wat we call her) is now my god-sis! haha
Today in class... Lit, i muz say tt i began to dislike janey. not only i don think she's not pretty n i oso... i juz dislike! n i began to like mrs yeo! could e reason b tt my eng is improvin? ha, don know. i juz think tt mrs yeo is a... graceful woman. lots of respect for her but i juz don show it. heehee, i don respect teachers, tt's a fact.
Oh! i remembered, juz remember while typin. my pri sch eng teacher is oso Mrs Yeo! n i really like her... she oso teaches our maths n science. She likes me a lot too. she put lots of effort on me. she's e first teacher i met in e admin's rm on e first day i entered Beng Wan primary. I was very naughty during P5. i openly critisized my teacher in front of all classmates. I still remember, tt moment i cant control my temper, i juz burst everyting out. I said " u don treat everyone equally, u brins ur emotions into e class, u tis u tt" e teacher cried. ha, wat a bad boy i am. of course i received very HARSH punishments aft tt... sighed. Mrs Yeo really put lot's of energy in me. i let her down too much. one day aft sch, she asked me to stay back. she talked to me, n cried in front of my eyes... her tears juz rolled down. i was really down.
tt eveing, i wrote her a apology letter. i think tt's e most meaninful letter i ever wrote. e next day i got up early n left e letter on her table. then, i began to change. eventually mrs yeo left us cos she's pregnant. we went thru e last few months of PSLE by ourselves. I didnt' let her down, i came to Chinese High. HAHAHA!!!
So i got tis special feeling for Mrs yeo. e name i mean.
back to today in sch. I killed 12000+8000+200 = 20200 brain cells of yz. haha, he got scared, haha tt was fun. nothin important happened. juz tt yz's mood is distractin him, tt may cos him to underperform. i'm a little worried 4 him.
coming back 2 myself. i mus train my breathings, my hand always shake, my sleep isn't effective. although time is enough but e sleep is lack of quality. i'm lyk, too nervous. muz train.
i'm sleepy now, time now 2117 liao. i've been typin 4 smtime already...kk i would hav a book thick of things to write down if i really go into it. k, i shall b goin 2 sleep. see ya!
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
eee... hi
yesterday? or today osala ask me to update tis thingy...k here am i
let's recall
Sat, Sun n Monday was e teacher's day break. quite long 3 days but i fell sick. Fuckin tt on fri was able to catch e concert. hav to practise 4 a performance tomoro held at West Mall. I keep laughin durin e pracitice esp e part Dianjun holdin e baby n i ask," is tis qi4 ying1?" he replied... hmmm likely. gd damn, Yang scolded me.
In e evening. Shanghai called, we went to Shaw Plaza n watched S.W.A.T k la, i pass tt movie. Go home 11 liao, very tired n slept.
Sat. Woke up in fever, no gd. don hav 2 go west mall anymore. Momma called FaGe n told him i fever... on tis day i slept thru.
Evening, Shanghai called again! we went to eat dinner ( anyway dad went out too) at Mac i waited there's a gal sitting beside kept lookin at me. Make me fa1 mao2. n i glanced around. Later Shanghai came, he fucking sold his hp again n bought tt 3300! tt gameboy lookin phone. then we go buy food. Shanghai asked," hey, tt gal kept lookin at u..." i replied." she's fell love in me" well tt's pretty xia lan. in e end tt gal left n we tot she went to e loo. i was thinkin i can ask 4 her no. ( juz 4 fun, anyway i asked twice b4) cos she might give me n i gain more experience...heehee
Sun. Woke up feelin well, aft a while i had fever again, e whole day was lyk... don know how time passed. Evening, lyon called he's goin back to Shanghai on Tue so we went out 2 watch movie again! god damn, we watched SpyKid 3D. e 1 we hav 2 wear glass, pretty stupid show. anyway it's his treat so i don care. returned home at 11 again. dad went to Victoria Concert Hall to see a performance!?
Mon. morning Shanghai called, he asked me to go play pool at pool junction. Fuck, marine parade again? who's goin? angelia, queeny n some frens. oh, i'll consider. he ask me again, i said anyway, i'm not very keen to meet those gals, i'm still not feelin well today. so he gave up on tis idea. tt's all la. didnt' go out on monday. peaceful day, struggled to do my chinese compo.
Tue, oh go back to sch. not enough sleep yz fall in puberty. OMG...sighed, wat can i say? he's really too sensitive.( on my scale) finally fuckingly presented our project. Hon came to sit beside me, he fuckin cute, really lyk super Mario he's a ball of meat! lyk so soft. damn, my principal lyk tt. aft sch stayed at Lib to study. only LW, jimmy n me n sam( tt indian guy) haha, i juz found out LW once shouted "I LOVE JANEY" tt's cool, i helped him to declared his love.. not me... his senior frm Scouts..haha
Wed, tt's today
sch ok, Eng compre i got 72, highest 74. not bad. jw always fall in depression, tt fucker sighed... Maths lesson Khoop showed her fuckin attitude again, oh u haven pay ur sec3 sch fees, i'm juz a part timer, cant expect me to do so much. I shouted loudly, "QUIT LA!" she heard it n said" wat?" tt was pretty cool.
aft sch went to Weights rm, i fuckin hardcore did too many sets. now my muscles drained of energy, cant even do a push-up. yesterday Syonan was tellin me he was carryin too much weight e other time n cant do a push-up. It fuckin happened to me. Irony? Yz still in serious puberty. A-jun is on his mind 24 hrs. sighed... wat can i say? or help? kk, tt's it la see ya
yesterday? or today osala ask me to update tis thingy...k here am i
let's recall
Sat, Sun n Monday was e teacher's day break. quite long 3 days but i fell sick. Fuckin tt on fri was able to catch e concert. hav to practise 4 a performance tomoro held at West Mall. I keep laughin durin e pracitice esp e part Dianjun holdin e baby n i ask," is tis qi4 ying1?" he replied... hmmm likely. gd damn, Yang scolded me.
In e evening. Shanghai called, we went to Shaw Plaza n watched S.W.A.T k la, i pass tt movie. Go home 11 liao, very tired n slept.
Sat. Woke up in fever, no gd. don hav 2 go west mall anymore. Momma called FaGe n told him i fever... on tis day i slept thru.
Evening, Shanghai called again! we went to eat dinner ( anyway dad went out too) at Mac i waited there's a gal sitting beside kept lookin at me. Make me fa1 mao2. n i glanced around. Later Shanghai came, he fucking sold his hp again n bought tt 3300! tt gameboy lookin phone. then we go buy food. Shanghai asked," hey, tt gal kept lookin at u..." i replied." she's fell love in me" well tt's pretty xia lan. in e end tt gal left n we tot she went to e loo. i was thinkin i can ask 4 her no. ( juz 4 fun, anyway i asked twice b4) cos she might give me n i gain more experience...heehee
Sun. Woke up feelin well, aft a while i had fever again, e whole day was lyk... don know how time passed. Evening, lyon called he's goin back to Shanghai on Tue so we went out 2 watch movie again! god damn, we watched SpyKid 3D. e 1 we hav 2 wear glass, pretty stupid show. anyway it's his treat so i don care. returned home at 11 again. dad went to Victoria Concert Hall to see a performance!?
Mon. morning Shanghai called, he asked me to go play pool at pool junction. Fuck, marine parade again? who's goin? angelia, queeny n some frens. oh, i'll consider. he ask me again, i said anyway, i'm not very keen to meet those gals, i'm still not feelin well today. so he gave up on tis idea. tt's all la. didnt' go out on monday. peaceful day, struggled to do my chinese compo.
Tue, oh go back to sch. not enough sleep yz fall in puberty. OMG...sighed, wat can i say? he's really too sensitive.( on my scale) finally fuckingly presented our project. Hon came to sit beside me, he fuckin cute, really lyk super Mario he's a ball of meat! lyk so soft. damn, my principal lyk tt. aft sch stayed at Lib to study. only LW, jimmy n me n sam( tt indian guy) haha, i juz found out LW once shouted "I LOVE JANEY" tt's cool, i helped him to declared his love.. not me... his senior frm Scouts..haha
Wed, tt's today
sch ok, Eng compre i got 72, highest 74. not bad. jw always fall in depression, tt fucker sighed... Maths lesson Khoop showed her fuckin attitude again, oh u haven pay ur sec3 sch fees, i'm juz a part timer, cant expect me to do so much. I shouted loudly, "QUIT LA!" she heard it n said" wat?" tt was pretty cool.
aft sch went to Weights rm, i fuckin hardcore did too many sets. now my muscles drained of energy, cant even do a push-up. yesterday Syonan was tellin me he was carryin too much weight e other time n cant do a push-up. It fuckin happened to me. Irony? Yz still in serious puberty. A-jun is on his mind 24 hrs. sighed... wat can i say? or help? kk, tt's it la see ya