Don't Fool
Monday, March 29, 2004
28 of March 2004.
6 days of performance is over. Happy? I felt very lost and empty. It's too late now I won't type much. Tml e deputy principal is givin the whole cast a treat at sm.. retaruant, 15 tables?
today aft e last performance many ppl cried. a junior said, wat shld we do tml? ya, wat to do aft tis. we're not xpectin anymore, we wont stay back late in e nite 2 hear e debrief, we wont try 2 improve e next day... ya.. wat 2 do? suddenly feelin empty n lost, it's over...
many ppl cried. it all start wif e gals frm ny, they cried n started a chain reaction. y din i cry? simply i din put my heart into tis performance, i din commit myself, i slacked 2 much... even zhili cried, so e whole scene is.. "terrible" every1 is huggin each other, shakin hands, cheering then crying.
every1 sat on e stage quietly, hanlu played on his guitar, HaiZi, and every1 started 2 sing, wif sm loud cries in e bg addin 2 e sadness. i stood still, clappin 2 e music, singin, lookin at em. i will rmb today, cos i learnt smthing new. i've neva see so much tears of joy! i wished i could share it... those ppl hav my respects, they worked hard 4 it, n had a meaninful xperience.
tis week is v eventful, everyday i go 2 e dramacentre at 5 pm (later than others by half an hr) e show will end at 9++, aft clearin up we'll go home, i probly reach at 2230. 1st time in my life i get 2 participate in such a big performace (of course i hav 2 put in my efforts, sadly i was reluctant) , 1st time in my life we received so much applause. it was at e end of e 1st show when i felt tt my efforts were worth it.
so wat hav i done? slacked so much. i did well, i received praises frm Deputy tan, he said i acted v well. still, i din put in much work. mayb i juz cant commit myself 2 huagang?
so, e performance ended in cries, yang even gave his wife a kiss in front of every1. m not sayin tis 2 laugh at him. it's time i get my feet on e ground n start workin. tis week's performance has definitely change my perspectives.
aft e show i felt more n more... angry? so i walked away... while e rest of huagang was celebrating.
later i joined all e PRCs 4 dinner. we ate at Seoul garden. ha, long time neva been ther, 4 e simple reason tt it sucked... haha... had a great time ther. 16 of us.. all chinese, smwat funny e way we talk.
4 tables, 16 ppl, 25 bucks each. ate happily, madly. i was tellin em wat buffet is " 2 buy sufferings" cos if u eat 2 much u gonna felt bad n puke.
Hanlu gave up eatin aft less than an hr. He began his dinner wif 2 bowls of ice-cream then a plate of salad. weird ey? aft 1hr of eatin. every1's quite full already. n they're still takin more meat n stuffs.
Aft 1and1/2 hr of eatin. 4 ppl ended up in e loo shittin out. Xiao Xiong (e lil white) was e 1st 2 go 2 e toilet then comin back 2 eat again. aft 1 pt of time ther'were 3 ppl in e same loo shittin together (rox) Dongdong, Luxin n sm1 else. I was peein comin out i saw Zhili. He's coverin his mouth walkin 2 e loo. " hey! u goin shittin 2?" i asked. a few secs later i heard sm vomittin sound comin frm behind, then e sound of sm thing wet droppin on2 e floor. e 1st thing tt came 2 my mind was "fuck! zhili puked!"
i turn arnd, saw sm liquid on e floor, i ran 2 e end of e corridor, turn around, facin e entrance of e toilet. "shitz!" it's all e stuffs zhili vomited lyin on e floor! "He din make it!" so much of e puke i had 2 jump across.
comin into e loo, saw zhili... suffering, yea, ther goes wat i said. he's juz transportin wat he ate 2 e toilet. unlyk others who transport by shitting, he puke.
(zhili shld b a emotionally weak person. he was lookin tough, eatin n eating while all 4 tables were full n ther'were 2 much food left, we hav 2 eat or we get fined. Wan Ren was alone eatin, brave man indeed. I took a plate of meat, all meat n started 2 cook em. i ask zhili if he 1, he gladly agreed. so he ate n ate, now he puke. n e best part, he din even make it 2 e toilet, juz 1MORE STEP he would puke in e loo liao.. sighed...)
aft comin back. every1 was laughin REALLY HYSTERICALLY. zhili was positive " aft i puke now i hav more space 2 eat." so ther he ate happily again while m strugglin frm my tummy pain due 2 excessive laughs.
in conclusion: 2day is really meaninful. though everyperformance was meaninful today i really felt e honour, 2 stand b4 all e auidience, bow 2 em, applause.... n e dinner is really great and FUN! e funniest buffet i had in my life. n m sure zhili had fun as well, he cried 1st time in e past 2 yrs, n of course puked due 2 2much food in e past... 2 yrs?
i thank every1 who's involved. thru tis show i oso got 2 talk 2 many teachers, learnt many things. ok... tt's bout it! tml will b e celebration dinner! i'll update soon!
(did i say m not gonna type v long?.. hmm gotta slp tata..)
Friday, March 19, 2004
so tis hols isn't really a hols 4 me. everyday i go back 2 sch 4 e LeeKQ rehearsal. it's really v tirin n long. yang will always scold us 4 tis n tt. e best part is tbt will always come n watch our performance. at e end of everyday, he'll start 2 comment, tellin us which r e areas tt can b improved on. then yang will b lyk a dog, kept agreeing wif him. ohooh, jiu shi lo jiu shi lo. fed up man.
e prop grp is esp tiring, liuzhen told em (actually us) 2 go every mornin at 8.30 (n e day will end as late as 6.30) 2 prepare everythin 1st. wat i did was 2 switch off my alarm clock. so i was late everyday la..
rehearsal is really v long n tirin, which made my truly understood e meaning of.. 台上一分钟, 台下十年功 performanin arts is neva ez.. e show will b up next tuesday, every nite 7.30 till sunday. m xpectin not 2 do any hw 4 next wk. 1st time in my life m so heavily involved in CCA.
tis week we already put on full costume n make up. n e make up sux... takes a long time 2 wash it off... blerghx. anyway i do lyk my costum n make up in xue chao, e part where we protest. looks cool! see below:
lol, wat do u ppl think?
back 2 my RO. party rox man.
hahaha~!
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ok signin off...
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Here's a piece of RO fanart which illustrates a... Priest. haha, quite cool. i'll come back n update later. it's kinda of late now 2355hrs. so see ya soon.
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
JAMMIN STUDIO
Yo.. sab week, how's every1 doin? e hell i lov tis sab. pop music rox completely. it starts at 10. basically b4 tt time e both music rms become 2 jammin studios, u hear drums, electri gui, and bass, haha sadly e keyboards r juz 2 soft.
so.. how's e new song? FUCK THE DOG! guess wat, it's by Blink 182 ( it's 1 eighty-two) damn cool, yea, ruiyi sent me, haha! we even learnt how 2 play it on e guitar. freak, he said he can find e tabs!
so... basically, every1's jammin b4 10am n 2.30pm james will come durin his recess breaks n aft sch. kaoz... we suppose 2 play Yellow by Coldplay, well, ww sort of wanna play another song, but... we cant la.. haha though e teacher's bit slo, but we all manage 2 learn frm each other.
haha, jus is cool, he was doin a solo today when he told us 2 practise on ourselves. then every1 kept quiet n listened 2 him. aft he sort of finished i said "smoke on the water" so he played. wah hell man. n e chord he used totally diff frm those tt we figured out. later he even played e solo part in tt song... we all were damn impressed.
so today's pretty cool, learnt e Power chords. yea, m playin e 2nd guitarist cos i canT pluck e 1st melody. haha... i dno how's others doin, e bass r ok, judin frm gene's standard, not bad.. n e hell... i found out Yellow is only ... 82 bpm, max 86 bpm. tt's wat?! e drum can almost play half notes liao. wahseh...
so m quite happy since m playin e power chords at e intro. haha, turn on e distortion n e whole audi will shake.
conclusion: v enrichin week. haha, esp y.ang din rehearse much.