Don't Fool
Thursday, May 27, 2004
m leavin so u peepz take care of urselves, esp sm stupid gal... ok ermmm, look 4 me durin e last week of e hols bah, 3rd week will b slc.
hmmm, so tt's all. enjoy ur hols. bye
Friday, May 14, 2004
ok... new user interface.
k 1st thing 1st. juz came back frm our obs 5 day course. so m updatin while my memo is still fresh n m keen 2 do so.
juz briefly ran thru e events. i was on mobile course, team comprises of 16 ppl, out of which 1 is my classmate n i knew bout 9 of em. so not bad. muz admit tt i din carry a positive attitude wif me cos i juz dislyk camps. well...
1st day (monday) by e time we reached ubin it's already nearin noon. then follow by e usual stuffs, we were separated into watches n instructors talked 2 us. sm ice breakin. then sorted out our food rations n all e admin thingys. n v fortunately (phew!) only 1 team buildin game. aftnoon we did sm belayin course (hmmm, quite useful) evenin we cooked our own food, pretty fun. n late evenin we packed our bagpacks. met many probs durin tis task (shall skip all details) only slept at 12++
2nd day (basically my grp is consisted of all screwed up ppl, tt includes me... so thru out e course we got ourselves into many many shitz, even e inst said he neva met such situation b4) so... suppose 2 meet e inst at 0730 n we were 1 hr late. aft sm xplaination we went 2 wash 1 of e toilets (make sense ya?) then finally we set off 4 e next camp site. bout 40 mins bloody walk wif e heavy bloody bag we reached camp1 where e residential ppl stayed. kinda of impressed when we reach ther, pted middle finger 2 all those scum bags who passed by. ok, wasn't feelin well on day2. we did e inverse tower. i climbed double dangle dual. tis was only time tt i felt really challenged. at 1st while i watched others climb i tot i could do much betta. it turn out 2 b really tough. i almost gave up when i reached e 3rd log. e log was 2 hot 2 grap n i feared e heights. thx 2 my inst who provoked me. i went up 2 e top n completed tis ddd thingy at last. really learnt a lesson, i shld always challenge myself. aft lunch we went indoor n did a giant skip n sm rock climbin. learnt my lesson bout heights i decided 2 b a belayer. later my watch seem 2 b losin out 2 e other watch n i wanted 2 try 2 climb so i go. amazinly, i set e record =D wont fear any heights cos it's a wall in front of u. in total i climb bout 4 times? scored bout 300 pts 4 my watch.
3rd day. kayaks. spent e whole mornin doin capsize drills, got many fibre glass cuts (damn painful =( ) then here comes e biggest shit tt we got. we ran out of food ration (cos we all screwed ppl so we were lazy 2 carry 2 much, includin me) sm members took breads frm another watch wifout em... knowin. so we stole la. ha... -_- so our inst came n did sm story tellin. sighed... aftnoon we set out 4 our land expedition. was given a 8 grid reference, i was e navigator, plot out e pt on e map n only reached ther aft 100mins (wif e bloody heavy bags) my shoulders almost dislocated. spent 20 mins searchin 4 e quest item, fuckin hell e sadistic instors placed it beside a graveyard. on e plate it says: gd judgement comes frm xperience and xperience are usually e results of poor judgement. (ok, v true) then aft 1hr of trekkin we reached a jetty n camped ther. no water, no loo, no bathin. bloody stinky n dirty, well tt's a camp so face it. 4 watches combine together. cooked dinner in torch lights. laughs... at nite e instors breifed us bout our sea expedition on day4. it's 18km in water, almost arnd ubin once. my watch then selected me as e sea ex leader. ok quite cool...
4th day. woke up at 0530 (i rmb a game called half-life) aft much craps e 1st kayak set off at 0840? k, ther were 4 sea ex leader, at 1st i was e portside makers, but e bloody navigator was too damn slo so we changed roles. v cool xperience, spent a total bout 6 hrs on e sea. my arm totally numbed, lotz of sunburn. thx 2 e sunblocks i din xperience any pain. finished e expedition at bout 5pm in e aftnoon. almost died... back 2 camp2, ha, had a "buffet" (since we left all e rations here) then cleared out stored. slept at 2340.
5th day. tt's today. woke up at 0700 (pretty gd slp, my fren told me i snored, ok 2bad 4 him) spent e whole mornin cleanin out tents includin grnd sheet n all tt. counted our items. paid a total of 35++ 4 e lost items. so each of us paid bout 2.50 xclusive of e photo. had another talk wif our instor, did sm reflection n feedbacks. so finally we completed our course, went orchard wif fren 2 hav a meal n i reached home.
those r juz e events. so bout e camp it's.... lotz of screwed situation, lotz of challenges, lotz of rations, lotz of starvations (cos we din brin enuff, c how screwed up we r), lotz of consipation (wah, tis really fuckin unpleasant, every1 cant shit a single solid out 4 many days thx 2 things lyk digestive biscults, yesterday aft e sea ex i rush 2 e loo twice in 2 hrs, damn painful e shit is bloody hard. fuck) lotz of complaints, lotz of rashes, lotz of laughters n fun. 2 conclude, e camp is an memorable experience (speacially when ur grp got into lotz of trouble, which i din mention, tt makes u rmb it 4 life) n of course i learnt many things. of which e 1 tt gave me most impact was e ddd, i'll make sure i challenge myself 2 e fullest in e future whenever ther is chance.
so... tt's bout it bah. i got few mosquite bites (thx alot 2 my coil), sm cuts n rashes which r pretty irritatin. on e whole i'll rate tis camp as an xcellent 1, mayb u think m sadistic but u go 2 a camp 2 get sm rashes n things lyk tt, ya la, 2 suffer la. ok, quite cool. sadly din hav any photos xcept 4 tt hard copy. haha...
ok la, u peep enjoy ur liberation.
Sunday, May 09, 2004
hi, it's been really long since i last updated.
ok, tml is my obs, so i tot i shld write smthing here today.
v eventful yr... 2nd term, i've slackened in terms of studies, e results r not out yet. i don update often, because 1st, i don hav time, 2nd, i sloly don enjoy sitting dn here n type out my feelings (besides i don really do it). 3rd, if i hav time, i'll choose 2 play (time is really precious so.. play smthing :p). so i don even chat on MSN. sorry ya. n lastly, who reads tis anyway???
so obs tml, asked xue bout it. sound cool bah... but i don lyk camps. tis june i might b goin to indonesia 4 bout 2 wks then come back n hav slc which is 1 week, e last wk 3 days is taken up by drama camp, wat kinda of sick crap tis is?
hmm haven pack my things 4 e camp. guess i'll need lotz of underwears -_- n today i went out 2 shop 4 all e stuffs.
anyway, lotz of undone stuffs, such as reflection 4 e drama performance, my encounter wif a taxi driver... blabla. as time passby i began 2 qn lotz of things. smhow my reasons doesn't support my thinkin, or rather e reality.
previously i was v much bothered by my family matters. tt ther's a period of time i was v v... dn. no pt hidin it. hmm my parents r fightin la, basically. n e situation is not much betta not, juz tt i got use 2 it, now it's more of a coldwar instead of physically fightin. ther's a pt of time i nearly wanted 2 beat up my dad. n i cried many times. ok la all e shitz
tt's juz an ans 2 ... wat? don bother bout me, m perfectly alright.
1st time in my life i receive so many bday presents haha. act only a few.
wat else.. hmm class jersey! yes we finally made our 1st class jersey, quite cool, improvements shall b made next yr. n e lower house is pushin thru e class t-shirt bill which will b approved most lykly.
my life now is quite systematic. mon 2 fri, sch, aft sch, got time play, no time study. sat, in e mornin i usually go 2 sch, aftnoon play, 6-7 drum lesson then proceed 2 suntec 4 a movie wif wendi n bobby. ya, every sat slp at 1am or 2am. sunday, do hw, then play or hangout. tt's it bah. not bad la... hahaha, did sm accountin, i spent bout 80 bucks per week, bout 10 per day, sat i'll spend 20++. sunday depends. n e only thing tt i play 4 leisure on e com is RO, a online game la.
wanted 2 learn 2 host my own sever, then i'll b e gm, sounds cool. currently m playin a private sever hosted by a junior n oso e malaysia sever not bad la, all my fren playin.
nothing else 4 now, pack n slp! see ya soon.
