Don't Fool
Friday, January 28, 2005
Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.
I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.
What type of teenager are you?
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Lack of visual? Here's a quiz I took. The result seems crappy though, but I don mind being a kind person =)
This entry was intended to be my reflections on Free will VS Determinism.
I seriously consider Free Will as non-existent in our current society. Whatever we do is forced by all kinds of circumstances. Going to school, going to work, doing housework etc. All our actions are trigger by a reason, a purpose. Sadly, the purpose is never to fulfill our free will.
2 b continued...
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Juz heard news, there's gig at HCJC, sorry, Hwachong Instituition Colleage section. The gig (concert by rock bands) is organised for charity. N only student bands r performing in it including "October". Do u rmb? Recall ProED nite, October... Yea, damn they're performing... gee
So yea, our gig's been pushed back to June. I dno if it'll b a success.. Er.. i wanna perform
Friday, January 21, 2005
Hi all, here's a quick update cos I hav no mood for homework now.
Long weekend, not exact long, n every teacher took this opportunity to give more hw. So... we have pretty much to accomplish...zzz
I have bout another 2hrs b4 I leave for Shangri-la. Yup working today, cos I figured tt I wont use the time I work on hw so it'll be betta to work. But work is very boring too. To compare my work and sch now, I think sch sux. Cos I don feel any pressure at work besides getting physically strained. But sch?
I dno, wateva the case I hope time can pass slower, tis the 3rd week of sch, y so fast!? I wanna live life slower. N I had a good time wif darling tis week =)
Everyone stay cool! See ya
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Hi all,
With the change of sch's sever, my online storage space is currently not accessible. Hmmm, maybe it's down 4eva. So, I changed the background, haha, not really. I juz borrowed it.
Anyway, my last entry was pretty long ago. Cant rmb wat happened these days. This yr seems ok to me, actually pretty cool la. All our teachers r quite fine. Interesting too.
Tis friday is hari raya, yeah! K i may b working, not sure. The booking list is full but I left my name, so I may still work. Talking bout Shangri-la, I think many heard bout our free shark's fin. So here's a picture of how much shark's fin we have (we refers to my fren n I)
Does tt look lyk a pail 2 u?
Hmm, was browsing thru my posts of the previous yr. It's really so fast, I couldn't feel how was I feeling back then when I wrote, " I'm dying.. I'm suffering" And I was observing the way I constructed sentence. Hmmm, nothing much, kinda interesting reading wat I wrote long ago.
Let me do tis shit again, cos it looks interesting to me ^^
Basics
Your gender:: Male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Hahaha! I'm gay!
Single?: I hope I can get married? Now?
If not, do you want to be?: Nope, I wanna get married^^
Birthdate:: 1986/04/21
Your age:: 18+
Age you act:: 9-21?
Age you wish you were:: I'm happy wif my age, can I juz get married n stay young?
Your height:: 172 (muakaka, 1cm increment, shit... lol)
Eye color:: Brown n black n white, and red cos there're blood vessels
Happy with it?: Y not?
Hair color:: Black
Happy with it?: Most of the time
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty
Your living arrangement: ???
Your family:: parents, 9 cousins (all female, 3 married n hav children, 1 passed away who was closest to me) , 3 nephews, 4 grandparents, 9 granduncles, 3 uncles, 1 aunts-in-law, 3 aunts, 2 aunts-in-law, 3 sis-in-laws. Hmmm, n my laopo? Let me get married so tt I have more family members =D muakakkaa!
Have any pets?: No
Whats your job?: Student, temp at shangri-la, I'll be my own boss one day
Piercings?: No
Tattoos?: No
Obsessions?: Yes, obsessed with her
Addictions?: No
Do you speak another language?: Yes
Have a favorite quote?: Love is the sweetness that gives life completeness
Do you have a webpage?: Yup
Deep Thoughts About Life: Life is juz an experience...
Do you live in the moment?: Ya
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Depends on who tt is..
Do you have any secrets?: Yes, n getting lesser
Do you hate yourself?: Not really
Do you like your handwriting?: No
Do you have any bad habits?: Plenty
What is the compliment you get from most people?: I shall remain humble (though tis sounds proud)
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: All the small things
What's your biggest fear?: Losing my love ones, losing their understanding of me. I'll choose 2 die 4 them, any of them even smtime i hate them. (hmm, i wrote the something last yr, tis statement is unchanged =))
Can you sing?: Can but will you listen?
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No
Are you a loner?: I'm not anti-social
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Get married and live happily ever after, haha!
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Hell ya
Are you a daredevil?: Yes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Yes
Are you passive or agressive?: More of agressive
Do you have a journal?: Yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My greatest weakness is not knowing my greatest strength
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: Nothing
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Not really
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Ya
Do you think life has been good so far?: Hmmm, yes I do
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: To stay alive n kicking
What do you like the most about your body?: I feel horny 2 answer this
And least?: Oh, another gay question
Do you think you are good looking?: I'm lookable
Are you confident?: Most of the time
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I'll make myself into one
Are you perceived wrongly?: No
Do You...
Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?: Frequently
Pray?: When m desperately in need of guidiance
Go to church?: No
Talk to strangers: If they talk 2 me?
Sleep with stuffed animals?: No
Take walks in the rain?: When I'm forced to do it
Talk to people even though you hate them?: I tell them fuck off
Drive?: No
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Yes
Hurt yourself?: Yes
Been out of the country?: Yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yes
Been in love?: Yes
Done drugs?: Sleeping pills
Gone skinny dipping?: No
Had a medical emergency?: Yes
Had surgery?: No
Ran away from home?: Yes
Played strip poker?: Yes
Gotten beaten up?: Yes, I even cried.
Beaten someone up?: Yes
Been picked on?: Yes
Been on stage?: Many times
Slept outdoors?: Yes
Thought about suicide?: Yes,thought
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes
If yes, what is your record?: Does it matter?
Gone one day without food?: No
Talked on the phone all night?: Yes, lol
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes, many times. Wif my cousins n frens.
Slept all day?: No
Killed someone?: No
Made out with a stranger?: Haha! No!
Had sex with a stranger?: No
Thought you're going crazy?: Yes, thought.
Kissed the same sex?: Yes, more than once.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No...
Been betrayed?: Not Yet
Had a dream that came true?: Yes
Broken the law?: Yes
Met a famous person?: Yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Many ants n cockroaches
On purpose?: Ya, 3 hamsters and countless ants and cockroaches etc
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Ya, guess so
Stolen anything?: Yes
Been on radio/tv?: No
Had a nervous breakdown?: Nearly
Bungee jumped?: No
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Came 3times in my life
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Yes
Miracles?: Yes
Astrology?: Abit
Magic?: No.
God?: I hope god exist
Santa?: Definitely no
Ghosts?: Hmmm, maybe
Luck?: Yes
Love at first sight?: Yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Ya i think so
Witches?: U mean bitches?
Easter bunny?: No ( questions r getting funny )
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes, nothing's impossible
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Doesn't matter even if it's a pot of stone
Do you wish on stars?: No
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Sometimes
Do you think God has a gender?: I hope she's a mother
Do you believe in organized religion?: Not really
Where do you think we go when we die?: Go somewhere we wanted to
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: No -.-
Who is your best friend?: I have a few.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Mom?
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Don't lose your hp again
Your favourite inside joke?: Hunting for bears
Thing you're picked on most about?: Nothing
Who's your longest known friend?: All my primary sch frens from China
Newest?: I seriously dno
Shyest?: YY (*laughs)
Funniest?: Cold peepz including myself =)
Sweetest?: Laopo!
Closest?: -undisclosed-
Weirdest?: I dno
Smartest?: Zhihong -.-''
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Frens in China
Last person you talked to online?: Shanghai
Who do you talk to most online?: Indo n chn frens
Who are you on the phone with most?: Hahaha? Who else?
Who do you trust most?: I'm beginning to trust every1
Who listens to your problems?: Depends on wat problem I faced
Who do you fight most with?: Vernon
Who's the nicest?: Such a vague word
Who's the most outgoing?: Shanghai bah...
Who's the best singer?: Wendi?
Who's on your shit-list?: I don fren shits
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: No, I'll get killed =P
Do you always feel understood?: Yes I think so
Who's the loudest friend?: Vernon, yea, U WANNA FIGHT!!!??
Do you trust others easily?: Guess so
Who's house were you last at?: Wendi
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Laopo and mummy
Do your friends know you?: Yes
Friend that lives farthest away: Jingjing, in Canada
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No. Even if m hurt it's still not, cos Life is an experience! (Another unchanged statement =))
What do you find romantic?: Anything can be
First kiss?: Not really a nice experience
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: I feel happy that some1 is loving me.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Either ways
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: It is already socially accepted 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: oO
What is best about the opposite sex?: Tt they're of the opposite
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: PMS
What's the last present someone gave you?: Key chain
Are you in love?: Yes
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Yes?
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Nobody
You wanted to kill?: Nobody
That you laughed at?: Shanghai
That laughed at you?: Shanghai
That turned you on?: Cant rmb
You went shopping with?: Cant rmb
To ask you out?: Wendi
To make you cry?: c5
That you thought about?: c5
You saw a movie with?: c5
You talked to on the phone?: c5
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Nicoll
You saw?: Ruiyi
You lost?: Er.. NA
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No
Will it be with your significant other?: No
Or some random person?: No
What are you wearing right now?: Shorts
Body part you're touching right now: Nose
What are you worried about right now?: Future
What book are you reading?: No books
What's on your mousepad?: No mousepad
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Calm, tired, hungry?
Are you bored?: Not really
Are you tired?: Kinda
Are you talking to anyone online?: No
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: Not lonely
Are you listening to music?: No
YEAH! Completed... tired.. zzz
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Jan 1st,05
New year. I'll get to the pt.
FOR MY WHOLE LIFE! Since primary sch in china, the 1st comment I ever get on my report book says m careless. Similar comments oso pointed out bout my careless attitude. Ya, I don't take things seriously, I forget this n tt, I'm not responsible.
Here's juz one more and most important reflection. I wrote this last yr too, " Not to be careless, to take things seriously, take note of the details of everything" I don understand, I din change at all.
Here's wat my fren told me aft losing my hp today:
u are juz as careless..
nv learn ur lesson one
u are juz as careless
always learn ur lesson!!!!!!!
U ARE A GUY!!!
DONT THINK U CAN GET ANOTHER NEW HP JUZ BECOZ U LOSE IT
WAT IF U LOSE UR LIFE?!
THINK ABT IT
U SHOULD GET PUNISHED OF NOT HAVING HP FOR A MOMENT..
SO THAT YOU WILL BE NOT CARELESS NEXT TIME!
if u lose and u get another one right away.. u will nv learn ur lesson
use ur own money
tt's y always check ur things
wenxin..
from the trip i had with u in China
i can see that you are a very careless person
u left ur handy cam..
forget to bring even ur money
forget this and that
lost ur damn hat
even dropped my hat too
see..
how many examples i've pointed
Careless, careless, carelsss. Will I change??