Don't Fool
Sunday, October 29, 2006
wtf.
i nearly, NEARLY, lost my phone again for the N-th time. WTF. =. =
just lost wallet recently and today phone.
went out wif bobby n elvis. then called out feng n jiasheng 2 play dota at parklane.
owned by edwin n his clan.
mindlessly pass 3 hours and went out for supper at 10pm
ate mac and shared cab with jiasheng home.
alighted and went into the lift.
realised my phone's missing but pouch still in my pocket. wtf?!
went into a pensive state and started 2 think if i left it on taxi or in the lanshop.
decided i shall not take the risk and took another cab back to parklane. wtf.
went into the shop and searched for my phone but to no avail.
borrowed the shop's phone n called my no. for few times and no one picked up.
the shop owner called again aft 10mins n there's a malay who picked up.
subject identifies himself as the taxi driver n conned me tt he's in woodlands n need 2 come down 2 parklane.
i told him i'll pay him. fuckin con man.
waited for 20mins n taxi no. 9410 did not arrive.
went in to the lanshop n called again.
ringed up for 7times or so n he picked up.
said he's at CTE coming down. wtf. . .
seriously wtf.
went out n waited for another 15mins n he came.
told him i only left wif 20bucks n if he send me back home i'll give him.
the subject agreed.
fuckin retarded. i feel lyk an idiot.
called back the lanshop n thanked the owner for assistance.
reached home at 0014hrs.
WTF. I nearly lost it again.
i'm at a lost of words.
just. . . WTF!!
god may forgive me.
but i cant.
for I have sinned. . .
fuck myself.
i nearly, NEARLY, lost my phone again for the N-th time. WTF. =. =
just lost wallet recently and today phone.
went out wif bobby n elvis. then called out feng n jiasheng 2 play dota at parklane.
owned by edwin n his clan.
mindlessly pass 3 hours and went out for supper at 10pm
ate mac and shared cab with jiasheng home.
alighted and went into the lift.
realised my phone's missing but pouch still in my pocket. wtf?!
went into a pensive state and started 2 think if i left it on taxi or in the lanshop.
decided i shall not take the risk and took another cab back to parklane. wtf.
went into the shop and searched for my phone but to no avail.
borrowed the shop's phone n called my no. for few times and no one picked up.
the shop owner called again aft 10mins n there's a malay who picked up.
subject identifies himself as the taxi driver n conned me tt he's in woodlands n need 2 come down 2 parklane.
i told him i'll pay him. fuckin con man.
waited for 20mins n taxi no. 9410 did not arrive.
went in to the lanshop n called again.
ringed up for 7times or so n he picked up.
said he's at CTE coming down. wtf. . .
seriously wtf.
went out n waited for another 15mins n he came.
told him i only left wif 20bucks n if he send me back home i'll give him.
the subject agreed.
fuckin retarded. i feel lyk an idiot.
called back the lanshop n thanked the owner for assistance.
reached home at 0014hrs.
WTF. I nearly lost it again.
i'm at a lost of words.
just. . . WTF!!
god may forgive me.
but i cant.
for I have sinned. . .
fuck myself.
Monday, October 09, 2006
Things I'll never say
She's a bit arrogant, she's a bit angry, she has high expectations, she's hardworking and she's sad.
He lyks to take things for granted, he's angry too, he's contantly bothered and he's sad. . . too.
They're quarrelling. I'm watching, and crying.
When everything feels like the movies, yeah I'll bleed just to know I'm alive
The show plays on, the audience reflects as he watches. He connects himself with the protagonist, questioning himself on how he would react. He dislikes the movies, but he continues to watch, for the plot is just like his life. Wondering if he'll make an effort to change himself, he sees how the movie ends in tragedy. Sadly, he left in silence, oblivious to the lights and sound. He can't be bothered, for things he can't control in his life, for that he's not the director of the movie.
Alone he walks on a dark road, to where he hope to find his belongings. To where he hopes to find peace.
To quote from a movie:
Artist use lies to tell the truth.
Well, I'm a bad artist, so here's the truth.
Peace,
is wat I really need.
She's a bit arrogant, she's a bit angry, she has high expectations, she's hardworking and she's sad.
He lyks to take things for granted, he's angry too, he's contantly bothered and he's sad. . . too.
They're quarrelling. I'm watching, and crying.
When everything feels like the movies, yeah I'll bleed just to know I'm alive
The show plays on, the audience reflects as he watches. He connects himself with the protagonist, questioning himself on how he would react. He dislikes the movies, but he continues to watch, for the plot is just like his life. Wondering if he'll make an effort to change himself, he sees how the movie ends in tragedy. Sadly, he left in silence, oblivious to the lights and sound. He can't be bothered, for things he can't control in his life, for that he's not the director of the movie.
Alone he walks on a dark road, to where he hope to find his belongings. To where he hopes to find peace.
To quote from a movie:
Artist use lies to tell the truth.
Well, I'm a bad artist, so here's the truth.
Peace,
is wat I really need.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
It's easier to run
Wat's wrong with me?
Feeling sad and regretful only aft she hangs up.
Too cynical to speak?
Cant stand up and take the blame.
Cant trace every wrong move I made.
Cant take the shame and pain away.
It's easier to run.
I've turned from bad to worse.
To be a better man.
To be more worthy of her love.
Finding the dusk of my day has reached its dawn,
I need to find a way to carry on.
I really need.
To ease this pain.
It's easier to run.
Replacing this pain with something long.
I give up forever to touch u.
I'd do anything.
Can't drag, don't mess, don't fool.
Be the best, be the cool.
It's easier to run.
But I won't.
I'm determined.
Give it up and turn it loose.
Do you see me coming?
For this love, I will.
Wat's wrong with me?
Feeling sad and regretful only aft she hangs up.
Too cynical to speak?
Cant stand up and take the blame.
Cant trace every wrong move I made.
Cant take the shame and pain away.
It's easier to run.
I've turned from bad to worse.
To be a better man.
To be more worthy of her love.
Finding the dusk of my day has reached its dawn,
I need to find a way to carry on.
I really need.
To ease this pain.
It's easier to run.
Replacing this pain with something long.
I give up forever to touch u.
I'd do anything.
Can't drag, don't mess, don't fool.
Be the best, be the cool.
It's easier to run.
But I won't.
I'm determined.
Give it up and turn it loose.
Do you see me coming?
For this love, I will.