Don't Fool
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Solitude
Feeling awfully low.
Undelighted by my macro test results.
105%, I own the americans.
But I don't feel pleased.
Lacking appetite,
I packed my unfinished lunch and went home.
I waxed my hair, put on my perfume, pimped myself and left.
I stood to wait, but
I had no patience.
I told her not to come.
And there was silence.
4 hours of undisturbed solitude.
Never felt so lost.
In a futile attempt I tried to concentrate.
Grimanced at my stifling calculus homework.
Bitter emotions sank its poisonous claws into my belly.
The music from my headphones became hypnotic.
I don't know where to go.
Friends saw me.
I was too cynical to speak.
My mood as dusky as the sky.
I felt unaturally peaceful.
Oblivious to everything around.
I wanna go home.
I mindlessly stood on the train.
I guess no one will spare any apprenhension for me but myself.
Well. .
I give up.
There'll be no 2nd time of this.
For I'm weaker than I thought.
Feeling awfully low.
Undelighted by my macro test results.
105%, I own the americans.
But I don't feel pleased.
Lacking appetite,
I packed my unfinished lunch and went home.
I waxed my hair, put on my perfume, pimped myself and left.
I stood to wait, but
I had no patience.
I told her not to come.
And there was silence.
4 hours of undisturbed solitude.
Never felt so lost.
In a futile attempt I tried to concentrate.
Grimanced at my stifling calculus homework.
Bitter emotions sank its poisonous claws into my belly.
The music from my headphones became hypnotic.
I don't know where to go.
Friends saw me.
I was too cynical to speak.
My mood as dusky as the sky.
I felt unaturally peaceful.
Oblivious to everything around.
I wanna go home.
I mindlessly stood on the train.
I guess no one will spare any apprenhension for me but myself.
Well. .
I give up.
There'll be no 2nd time of this.
For I'm weaker than I thought.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Just for laughs
ate buffet withe friends over the weekend, it's pretty good, but a bit pricey.
we also drove pass golden gate bridge at night. haha it doesn't look like ggb does it?
back to school after the long weekend. arr...
I'll update again. Hope u liked my music haha.
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Hiya.
I'm bloggin' again in the morning.
Wanted to write something happier last night but got screamed at on msn so. . .
Anw it's Labor Day! One more day off on monday. This week's pretty fun. I went to the lockin' session on monday. There're only bout 7 ppl incl me. The Japanese guy, named Koichiro, taught me some basics and I messed around for the rest of that night. Haha, it's hard and definitely not as fun as bboyin'. *yeah, bruising ur shoulders, knees is more fun. =.=
History class is a bit dry. The professor is actually very good (her last name is Duck), clear in her delivery and very coherent. However the content is on everything prior to 1877 in USA. We need to read 1 chapter everyweek, consisting of 40 pages of font-size 10 words =.= Duck'll give a quiz base on the chapter's focus questions. Usually there're 3 or 4 questions in the book and she'll ramdomly pick one. In other words we'll need to know all the questions. It's gay havin to memorize words like coureur de bois. No matter wat, I'll b fine. I'll ace this subject. Duck gives no mid terms and final exams, all our grades are based on quiz and other daily items.
My professor, Lee, for caculus is a Chinese guy. He's abc tho. But he teaches like a typical-good-teacher in China. Emphasizes a lot on understanding. He doesnt' allow calculators. *No calculators in Calculus=.= He said we should be able to do everything with just paper & pencil. Omg this is the typical type of math class in China. Calculus is considered advanced math course in USA. To prove that angmohs are stupid, 4/5 of the ppl in my calculus class are Asians. Lee also assigns a lot of homeworks, prints his own notes, skips chapters, like a typical Chinese teacher. I'll take this chance to revise properly. I rmb how I got promoted to JC with the last term's mugging. 4E forced to stay back in the afternoon for self-study sessions. Mrs Khoo cried in class because of our behaviour. What she taught proved to be useful. The 4 quadrants Ah Suo Dua Ka. Lmao.
Anw, ytd was a pretty good day. Had a good meal in downtown. Today I'm dinning out with frens again. Here's some pics:
took a pic wit yue (she's yun's twin sister, yun is my gf if u dno it) cos i din wanna take pics wit my gf.
Taku & I. He went to Thailand during summer n watched live sex shows. But it's gay sex. He told me he almost puked when one guys inserted his **** into the other guys ass****. HAHAHA. What's wrong wit the world mama? Ppl f***ing like ain't god no mama. That's messed up.
Do u notice that I look darker? Thx to sunbahting every friday at the bboyin' sessions.
Laters guys