Don't Fool
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Space for thinking, space to scream to
Saw a msg left by my father on msn, realized I haven't talk to him for a while. So I made a call to Singapore, it's good to hear his voice again. Although we didn't talk much, but I can feel his worries and concerns for me. I've been messing around too much, checked my bank account balance, been spending too much.
Life in USF used to be very simple, the huge tuition fees made me always aware of my purpose here. I get anal over money, down to the penny. Still the same when I came back from Summer. Now that I'm in a community college for 3months or so, I behave like a retarded USF student. Messin' around too much. Always, I need to undergo this reflection and transition during mid-term times, to think about what have happened so far in my life.
I'm learning, really.
Always remember who you are, and where you come from.
Peace
Saw a msg left by my father on msn, realized I haven't talk to him for a while. So I made a call to Singapore, it's good to hear his voice again. Although we didn't talk much, but I can feel his worries and concerns for me. I've been messing around too much, checked my bank account balance, been spending too much.
Life in USF used to be very simple, the huge tuition fees made me always aware of my purpose here. I get anal over money, down to the penny. Still the same when I came back from Summer. Now that I'm in a community college for 3months or so, I behave like a retarded USF student. Messin' around too much. Always, I need to undergo this reflection and transition during mid-term times, to think about what have happened so far in my life.
I'm learning, really.
Always remember who you are, and where you come from.
Peace
Friday, October 26, 2007
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
random video:
i'm slowly beginning to understand & learn.
even from ppl i least expected to.
who are shameless by my standards.
perhaps i'm in no position to make that judgement too.
perhaps it's what they achieve solace from.
now i see myself discovering more things.
juz need to wake up on time, been late for classes lately.
and, remember, don't mess, don't fool.
view flunctuations with equanimity.
whoever that thinks it's a new age, let me say, the oldskool method always work.
gotta run.
peace.
imma get wasted this weekend. hahaha.
i'm slowly beginning to understand & learn.
even from ppl i least expected to.
who are shameless by my standards.
perhaps i'm in no position to make that judgement too.
perhaps it's what they achieve solace from.
now i see myself discovering more things.
juz need to wake up on time, been late for classes lately.
and, remember, don't mess, don't fool.
view flunctuations with equanimity.
whoever that thinks it's a new age, let me say, the oldskool method always work.
gotta run.
peace.
imma get wasted this weekend. hahaha.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Something came to my mind 2 days ago.
Let me ask, " Would you rather have good sex or good conversation?"
Would you say "Both".
Well that's easy to enunciate.
Would you think good sex will probably lead to good conversation?
Would bad sex lead to no conversation then?
Would you give a second thought before doing it then?
So how about having these contemplations in the aftermath instead of prior to the actions?
Perhaps even exercising your delusive intelligence admidst the exercise?
What conclusion will you come to?
Will you even come to any conclusion?
I don't mean to brag on mine, but I don't think you know what you done this time.
You can't hang with me but you're in the right place to get spanked.
Let me break you off, no holding back.
Now you broke like you never been broke before.
In a moment of lust? Or love?
Love actually. .
I've been labelled as "The Bad Guy",
I attract attention, people like to peep.
So come say "Hi" to the "Bad Guy", don't say "Goodbye",
I don't plan to die.
I'm at war alot, but no warning shot, and my gun is warmed a lot.
In areas in fear, this here is the fear.
Somebody's got to suffer, will you just spare one?
And give me a fair one.
Come get me, if you wanna sip the juice.
Cause alot of people hate me, you should take your gun off safety.
Converse behind my back, but now I'm here.
Need no one to comply.
All I want is you!
The lust on your lips makes my fly.
But I flew so high last night I think that I fell to the ground so heavy.
I can't think, no time to.
For no sex leads to bad conversations too.
How much intelligence am I willing to bring to bear this task?
It's all speculative for me, for I have no adroit skills, yet.
I ask for nothing.
Don't feel I have any right to pray
And they will find me someday
Don't mess, don't fool.
Cause I'm the best and you're the fool.
Let me ask, " Would you rather have good sex or good conversation?"
Would you say "Both".
Well that's easy to enunciate.
Would you think good sex will probably lead to good conversation?
Would bad sex lead to no conversation then?
Would you give a second thought before doing it then?
So how about having these contemplations in the aftermath instead of prior to the actions?
Perhaps even exercising your delusive intelligence admidst the exercise?
What conclusion will you come to?
Will you even come to any conclusion?
I don't mean to brag on mine, but I don't think you know what you done this time.
You can't hang with me but you're in the right place to get spanked.
Let me break you off, no holding back.
Now you broke like you never been broke before.
In a moment of lust? Or love?
Love actually. .
I've been labelled as "The Bad Guy",
I attract attention, people like to peep.
So come say "Hi" to the "Bad Guy", don't say "Goodbye",
I don't plan to die.
I'm at war alot, but no warning shot, and my gun is warmed a lot.
In areas in fear, this here is the fear.
Somebody's got to suffer, will you just spare one?
And give me a fair one.
Come get me, if you wanna sip the juice.
Cause alot of people hate me, you should take your gun off safety.
Converse behind my back, but now I'm here.
Need no one to comply.
All I want is you!
The lust on your lips makes my fly.
But I flew so high last night I think that I fell to the ground so heavy.
I can't think, no time to.
For no sex leads to bad conversations too.
How much intelligence am I willing to bring to bear this task?
It's all speculative for me, for I have no adroit skills, yet.
I ask for nothing.
Don't feel I have any right to pray
And they will find me someday
Don't mess, don't fool.
Cause I'm the best and you're the fool.